Signs of Interest 6

Art Appreciation

@J Hontz and S Pickrel 2009 - all rights reserved

 

They took Luc's jeep which was fine with Justin, seated in back next to a very nervous Goldie.  A part of him marveled at the decision he'd come to, seemingly without realizing it.  He was definitely keeping her.  He relaxed back in the seat and watched her as she stared out the window, using the scenery to divorce herself from...Was it him or the coming encounter or both she was trying unsuccessfully to detach herself from.  There was no mental bond between them yet, he hadn't claimed her and it wouldn't come until then.  He grinned at the thought.  He could just imagine the state of her mind, wild child that she was.

Wild child trying to hide all the bruises and scars life had dealt her.  Life and her father.  Definitely her father.  He bit back a growl at the thought of someone hurting her, causing Luc to stiffen slightly up front.  "Will you father be there?" he asked in a deceptively neutral voice that had Luc, who knew him well, stiffening again.

"Not sure. He doesn't keep regular hours. Hasn't since mom left him."  Goldie turned and managed a tentative smile at Justin. "He's not a bad guy. He can be very gentle and sweet."

Justin grunted, noncommittal.  Like that made a difference.  It made it worse in fact.  "Usually when he wants something?"

Her smile turned to a frown. "It isn't nice to judge someone you don't know."

"I was asking a question, not stating a fact," Justin said.

Goldie turned her eyes to the street. "Turn here Luc. It's the 4th house on the right."

Luc nodded.  He spotted the house easily enough. Its yard was neglected. It had once, no doubt, had a nice flowerbed. Now that flowerbed was overgrown with weeds.

"Daddy's home, there's his car," Goldie said, suddenly wringing her hands together. "I should have called him."

Justin reached over and separated her hands, keeping one in his.  "It'll be fine, baby."

Luc pulled up to the curb, keeping an eye on the house as he did so. He really didn't want to go chasing someone over fences today.

The front door opened as the car pulled to a stop. A slight, and slightly stooped man opened the door to peer at the vehicle. Surprise crossed his face as he spotted Goldie in the back seat. The surprise turned to pleasure and he smiled.

As they all piled out of the vehicle, Harry Hawkins came out of the house and down the front stairs. He slowed as he eyed the two men, then glanced around worriedly.

"It's okay, Daddy," Goldie said and hurried over to him. "They're friends of mine."

"Hi Harry," Justine said softly, and pecked a kiss on his cheek.  "The one holding her hand is Justin.  The other is Luc."

"Yeah, this is Justin. And Luc," Goldie repeated as her father looked up, way up, at Justin, who towered over him. Harry was shorter than Goldie and probably weighed no more.

"Hello, Justine. You and Justin here related?" Harry asked.

Justine blinked, just averting a horrified denial.  "No," she said.  "How are you doing?  How's the arthritis?  Did the tea I sent over help?"  Willow bark tea had the same active ingredient as aspirin and was easier on the tummy.

"It was really sweet of you to do that for me, Justine. Yeah, it helped. So, uhm," Harry looked guiltily back at the house. "What brings you all here?"

"I, uhm, I wanted to show the guys some of my early work, Daddy," Goldie ad libbed. "Don't worry about whether the house is picked up or not, the guys won't care."

Harry looked dubious about that, as he frowned at Luc who'd unconsciously assumed a rather martial sort of pose.  Then he forced his eyes back to Justin, looking him up and down.

Justin just waited for him to complete his survey, his expression cool. 

"I have to go out in a few minutes," Harry announced. "I'm meeting the guys at the coffee shop."

"It's okay, it won't take long," Goldie promised.

"So, Goldie, did you think about what I asked you the other day?" Harry pressed.

"I told you no then, and it's no today too, Daddy. I don't like .. Just no, okay?"

"It'd be money for you, honey," Harry countered.

"I know... Still," Goldie replied trying to tug Justin toward the house.

Justin refused to budge.  "What does he want you to do, doll?"

"Not your business," Harry replied for her.

"Justin..." Goldie whispered.

"It is my business," Justin said.  "I've made it my business, just like everything else no matter how remote, that has to do with her."

Harry and Goldie's mouths dropped open about the same time.

"We're investigating the theft of her canvas yesterday, Mr Hawkins. We're just trying to gather any information we can regarding her work.  So please, what sort of transaction are you talking about?" Luc asked, trying to defuse the situation and deflect Harry's obvious interest in just what sort of relationship his daughter had with this strange man.

"It's got nothing to do with that theft," Harry finally said, although he hadn't taken his eyes off Justin. "Investigating?"

"Yeah, as in detecting.  Looking for clues, evidence..." Justin said.

Harry turned an accusatory glare on Goldie.

"Why don't you just go on to the coffee house. I'll lock up when we're done here," Goldie offered.

"Why, so they can search the house easier without having me watch them?" Harry asked.

"We don't mind if you watch," Justin said.  "Whatever makes you comfortable."

"Daddy, please! Justin, stop it. All we want is to look at my paintings," Goldie said, pleading with the both of them.

"Go on then, go make sure they're all there. Would you even know?" Harry asked. "You just throw them in there."

"Yes, I'd know!" Goldie replied tugging Justin toward the house again.

Justin stood like a rock.  "You'll speak to her with respect," he said, his eyes on Harry's.

"Justin please, we're standing on the street. I'd rather all of Williamsburg didn't know my business," Goldie pleaded as Harry's jaw set, as he returned Justin's look.

Justin smiled.  "All he has to do is apologize and promise to never let it happen again.  Besides, anyone watching will think it's just friendly conversation.  Nothing they haven't seen before, huh Harry?""

"She's my daughter. How we interact is none of  your concern," Harry replied mulishly.

"Mr Hawkins, just say you're sorry," Luc suggested.  "He gets stubborn like this a lot."  When Harry ignored him, he added, "Please?"

Goldie was looking panicky. "Please, Daddy."

"I do treat her with respect, young man, not that its any of  your business," Harry finally muttered.

Justin smiled, a predator knowing his prey was subdued.  "From now on, Harry, when it comes to her, you'll answer to me," he said in a voice like frozen silk. "Do you understand?"

"We'll talk about this later," Harry said to Goldie and walked off, apparently toward the coffee shop.

"I love you, Daddy," Goldie replied.  Then she turned to Justin. "Stop bullying him."

"Baby, you haven't seen bullying," Justin said, unrepentant. 

"Alpha, definitely alpha," Justine muttered. 

"Aw, give him a break, Justine," Luc suggested. "Actually, he's on pretty good behavior considering. Shall we?" He motioned toward the house, letting Goldie and Justin lead the way. 

Goldie led them into a house that hadn't had a makeover since the 80s, and was in bad need of one.  She was obviously used to the mess and just weaved her way past all of it to the stairs and then  up them.  The room she led them to was neat as a pin, with little girl white and gold furniture and a canopy bed.  Goldie ignored it all, the posters on the walls, the books on the shelves and went straight to a door which she opened with a key she had pulled out of her pocket. She looked in.  It was a small room that might once have been a sewing room or a guest bedroom. It held no furniture, just an easel and stacks and stacks of canvases neatly leaning in rows against the walls.  Few of the ones they could see were signed. Goldie ran her eyes across the room and said, "I don't think anything's missing. Dad's messy. He'd never have cleaned it back up."

Justin was already flipping through the canvases, running the body of her known opus through his mind as he looked.  What history knew was that she'd disappeared and years later her work had been discovered when someone had stumbled onto the canvases at her childhood home.  Most of them were the paintings here now.  She was obviously prolific, both with her painting and her drawing.  There was a stack of sketch pads on a table in the corner.

He set the last canvas back against its fellows and took in the rest of the room, his eyes narrowing on the old double hung windows.  The storms were up and the latch open.  He moved closer, taking in the cracked paint and the slightly warped wood.  The window opened out over the roof of the enclosed back porch.  The backyard was fenced, chain link and about four feet high.  Most of it was overgrown with honeysuckle growing wild.  Beyond the fence was an empty lot.

He looked back at the window, lifting it open and checking for signs it had been forced.  it opened with a series of protesting squeaks, jerking and shuddering under the pressure he used.  Anyone trying to sneak in this way would have woken the dead, along with the neighbors.  He was more inclined to think that if there were paintings missing then good old Harry had held the door, going and coming, for whoever had wanted them. 

"You need to move these out of here," Justine said.  "To better storage."

Goldie frowned. "Why?  They're fine here. They're just my early stuff. Nothing really any good here. And what are you doing, Luc?"

Luc, who'd been scanning the room inch by inch, looked over at her, startled. "Just, uhm, looking."

"People don't just 'look' like that," Goldie pointed out.

"Police training and all that," Luc muttered.

"What was Harry talking about?" Justin asked Goldie as he turned his attention back to the canvases.

"Hmmm?" Goldie asked, frowning at Justin. "I wish you'd stop looking at them. Some of them are truly horrible."

"About it meaning money for you.  What was he talking about, doll?"

"Uhm, nothing, really. Don't worry about it," Goldie replied.

"What did he mean?" Justin repeated.

"Nothing!  He was just trying to do something nice for me. Make me feel better, you know?"

"No I don't know," Justin said.  "And you're way too defensive for it to be that simple."

Goldie sighed. She looked to Justine for support and didn't seem to find much. "I... He said he had some friends who remembered me when I was little. They thought it was cool that I was a painter and offered to buy some of my stuff so they could say they 'knew me when', you know?  Stupid stuff.  No big deal."

"So why say no?" Justin asked. 

"Because I didn't remember them.  I felt kinda funny about it. I'm not crazy about anyone having my stuff to be honest about it, but .. well, it's stupid, but I was... I don't know. Daddy knows forgers and I ..." she turned bright red. "I just didn't want to, okay?"

Justin's eyes met Luc's.  "Who are they?  Did he tell you?"

"He told me their names, but I don't remember them. Why?"

"Someone stole your painting, Goldie,"" Luc replied. "Maybe when they couldn't buy one..."

"Oh that's ridiculous!"  Goldie protested. "You're gonna find out some teenager with a hard on stole my canvas and is now in trouble with his parents."

"That was a teenager with a hard on who broke into your apartment?" Justine asked.  "I must have been dreaming the other."

"Oh, I don't know!  I still don't understand why anyone would want my stuff. It's.. mediocre at best. Unimaginative, boring, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid!"  Goldie turned and ran out of the room.

Justin watched her go and sighed.  "Who told her her work sucked?"

"Isn't that kind of typical of artists?  Never pleased with their own stuff?" Luc asked, "always wanting to create better and bigger?  But I'd bet she's been told most of her life to 'get a real job.'"

Justine sighed.  "Harry's always been jealous.  So she's always played it down to make him feel better."

Justin growled and stalked from the room.

"What is with him?" Justine demanded.

"He was first in line for the protective genes, I guess. In case you haven't noticed, he's fallen for her," Luc explained.

"This is more than just falling," she said.  "Unless he banged his head against the neanderthal exhibit on the way down."

"Well, he's never actually been in love before, so give him a break. It's all new to him," Luc commented, as he closed the door behind them, and locked it with the key Goldie had left in the door. "We do need to talk her into moving this stuff somewhere safer. Maybe if we point out someone might break in here, too. Oh, maybe that's why she was so upset.. Okay, I'm a bit slow on the uptake."

"She's upset about a lot of things," Justine said.  "But mostly he's driving her batty with confusion."

"Why is that?" Luc asked her.

She looked at him in supreme disbelief. 

"Hey, I'm seriously asking here. Maybe I can talk to him if I understand it a bit better."

"Well that's the whole problem.  He apparently isn't talking to her.  She thinks he hates her or something."

"Oh. Talk to her about what?" Luc asked.

She threw her hands up in the air in defeat.  "Anything.  As far as I can see he talks to you instead."

"Well, he's got some unique issues.  Uhm, family sorts of things.  Job sorts of things, that kind of stuff. He can't really tell her about them.  Cop stuff, you know?"

"Oh horse shit!  It's a good thing you're not a crook, cause you're a lousy liar."

Luc sighed. "You're right. I am a lousy liar. I'll tell him to talk to her, but I can't promise he will. He's not the talking type. He thinks his actions speak for him."

"Well then he needs to act differently," she snapped, heading downstairs.

"Wait, Justine," Luc called hurrying after her. "What did I do?"

"You two are so alike.  You're such guys," she said moving into the kitchen.  "Big, silent, hulking, protective, territorial and definitely not the touchy feely types, aren't you?""

Luc frowned. "Hulking?  Really? I don't mean to."

She laughed.  "No, probably not.  It's just a natural aspect of your personality."

"So, I guess you don't like us much. Will you try to talk Goldie out of a relationship with Justin?  He'd be good for her, really. He'd make sure no one ever hurts her again."

She frowned at him, baffled again.  "Not like you?  What makes you think that?"

"'Big, silent, hulking.' I don't hear you calling us, I don't know, anything positive," Luc replied, leaning against a counter and watching her, with his arms crossed on his chest.

"Maybe I like throw back, politically incorrect, dominant men?" she suggested with a raised eyebrow.

"Is that what we are? Yeah, I guess we are kind of odd to you. Do you like throw back guys?" Luc asked.  "I mean for reasons other than we know our way around swords?"

She leaned back against the kitchen counter and considered him thoughtfully, her eyes moving up and then down his body.   "What sword are we discussing?" she asked as her gaze paused midway back up his to his face.

"Possibly more types than I'd originally had in mind."

She grinned.  "Then I guess the answer is yes, big boy."

"Hah, finally I get a compliment."

"What do I get?"

"What would you like?" Luc asked.

She just smiled.

He stepped toward her, and reached out to touch her hair. "When this is all over, would you go out with me? I tell you honestly, I don't date. But I'd do my best to act civilized. In public."

"I'm not all that big on civilized.  Too much medieval history I expect."

He grinned. "Lucky for me then."

"Lucky for us both.  No way Goldie could translate."

He leaned down and kissed her, surprisingly gently considering their conversation.  She melted against him with a sigh of pleasure.  He took the kiss deeper then, his arms going around her. He tasted her lips with his tongue, and didn't have to ask for entry into her warm mouth, it was already opening for him.  He tasted her and breathed in her scent and then... and then pulled back and broke the kiss, his heart beating hard.  "Sorry."

She glared at him.  "I'm not," she snapped. 

"Well, I'm not either," he snapped back. "But, as they say, I'm on the job. I can't... Now.. I mean.. This isn't a good idea what with people breaking into places where you are."

She threaded her fingers through his hair, scraping his scalp with her nails before she bunched it in her hands and pulled his face closer.  "Nobody breaking in here now, big boy," she informed him and kissed him with a lethal ferocity that matched the sound of pleasure rumbling in the back of her throat.

Luc groaned. This was so not a good idea. One of them had to keep his brain in gear, and it sure as hell wasn't Justin at the moment. Even so, hormones are hormones and they were in rebellion at his reluctance to just dive right in there after her. "Oh hell," he said to himself and returned the kiss even as his brain was screaming a warning.

She purred her satisfaction and pressed closer.  "Uncivilized," she murmured against his mouth and nibbled along his lower lip.

"Am I interrupting anything?" Goldie asked from the doorway.

"Yes," Justine said, unabashed.  "But it's alright.  He's glad you are.  He's on the job."

Luc rolled his eyes.  "Where's Justin?"  He couldn't quite believe Justin wasn't firmly attached to her.

"I don't know," Goldie replied. "Looking around at something or other."

"Right here," Justin said coming in through the door. 

"Oh good," Luc announced. "Come on, we've got two more stops to make. Did you talk Goldie into storing her canvases somewhere safer?" Luc asked Justin as he walked by him.

He shook his head.  "Not yet.  But she will."

"Uh huh. Too late, apparently," Luc replied, heading out for the vehicle, already digging out the keys.  He glanced back at Justine and his face softened for a moment.

"Too late?" Justin asked.

"A bunch of this stuff made it into the official canon. What does that tell you?" Luc asked quietly so the women who were walking out to the jeep ahead of them wouldn't hear.

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"So, girlfriend, what did you do to scare the crap out of Luc?  And more importantly, how was that kiss?  Hmmm?  Did it fit in with my hypothesis?" Goldie was grinning as she held onto Justine's arm.

"Which hypothesis was that?" Justine laughed.

"That there's more to a kiss with these two than one expects, silly.  Really, he's hot."

"Oh yeah," Justine said and then giggled. 

The four piled into the car and Luc aimed for the college. He was keeping his eyes firmly on the road.  His mind was in high gear though, and didn't like at all what it was processing.

Justin glanced at his profile.  "What?" he asked, his voice low. 

"Nothing," Luc replied.

"Liar," he said and grinned. 

Luc growled at him. "It isn't funny."

"I just think it's so nice of you, making sure I'm not lonely and all," Justin said, his grin growing.  "You really are a pal."

"What does that mean?" Luc demanded.

"A companion in suffering," he said.  "Someone to go through the trials and tribulations of a major life change with you.  Enjoy the scenery, point out the sights, compare impressions."

"Well, don't  hold  your breath because it ain't gonna happen. One of us with no brains working is bad enough," Luc retorted.

"Yeah.  You're right.  What was I thinking?  You being so much stronger and one of the immune and all."

Luc looked over at Justin.  "You've decided?"

Justin frowned.  "We both know there's nothing to decide.  There never was.  All there is, is adjusting.  And enjoying."

"Funny thing, you weren't saying that earlier today. Have you... you know?"

"Have I what?"

"Begun the bonding?" Luc asked.

Justin glanced in the back seat out of the corner of his eye, relieved to see they weren't paying any attention.  "No.  Not until this is sorted out.  Just in case."

"Just in case what?" Luc asked, frowning. "Maybe if you have that bond... well, maybe things will work better."

"Maybe.  But if something happens...I don't want to do that to her."

"I'd be worrying about protecting her," Luc replied. "But as you will."

"It is protecting her," he hissed.  "Once it starts that's it.  No going back, no one else, ever.  You know that."

"Once what starts?" Justine demanded from the back seat.

"Oh hell," Justin muttered.

"We're talking about cop stuff. Trying to plan how best to keep Goldie safe," Luc replied easily. 

"Safe? Why wouldn't I be safe," Goldie demanded.  "No one's tried to hurt me. They just seem to want my stupid paintings."

"Don't start with that again," Justin told, turning around to look her in the eye. "I wish I knew why the hell you keep trying to pretend that isn't serious."

"I don't .. I mean... I'm nobody!  There are great artists out there whose stuff might get stolen. I just don't understand why someone would steal my work, that's why," Goldie replied.

"Your work is wonderful," Luc replied. "If I actually had a place where I could put one, I'd want to buy one."

"Really?" Goldie's jaw dropped open in surprise.

"Really," Justin said.  "And everybody, even Picasso was nobody at some point.  He laughed suddenly.  "And Picasso thought so little of his work he wasn't allowed in museums where it was displayed because he kept trying to fix it."

"I know the feeling," Goldie muttered. "I'm never happy with my work. Turn here, Luc. There's a back entrance."

Luc obediently turned.

"Now that the diversion is over," Justine said calmly, "let's get back to the once something starts and what that has to do with protecting her."

"Wiring her," Luc replied. "New fangled way. Subcutaneous. Undetectable, but requires minor surgery to remove."

Justine glared at him from behind.  "Right."

"What?" Luc asked meeting her eyes in the mirror as he pulled to a stop outside Goldie's college studio.

"You are such a lousy liar," she said as she shoved the door open.

Luc was out of the vehicle in a heartbeat and looming over her as she got out of the Jeep. "Justine, look... Can we talk about this later?"

"Why?  You won't tell me the truth then either, will you?" she asked point blank.  "So why bother?"

Luc opened his mouth then shut it. He turned and walked over to the door, looking it over for signs of illegal entry.

"Lovers quarrel?" Goldie asked Justine.

Justine swore under her breath.

Justin rubbed a hand over his hair, watching them both.  The easy solution was to just take them to bed and screw them until they couldn't walk.  "Justine, it's not that simple," he said placatingly.

"It never is with you two."  She advanced on him, like a general taking a beachhead.  "You two have done nothing but tell lies, half truths and retreat into evasions since we met you.  And while I believe you're the good guys, it sure as hell doesn't make me want to donate to your police benevolence fund because I'm willing to bet the guys down at the station, any station, have never heard of you two clowns.  So here's the deal.  You either come clean or Goldie and I are out of here."  She turned to Luc who'd unwisely stepped into range, jabbing her finger into his chest.  "And if that happens our first stop will be the real police.  So what's it gonna be buster."

"God, Luc, she's hot when she's pissed," Justin observed.

Justine whirled on him, her palm catching him upside his head.  "Want more?"

Luc grabbed her raised hand and arm and whirled her into his arms, she ending up with her back to him and locked inside his arms. It was neatly done and she had no room to maneuver.  "Someone is after Goldie's canvases. Has it occurred to you there is one sure way to get a bunch of them, and that is to get her instead?"

She lifted her foot and ground her heel into his foot, twisting out of his grasp as he howled.  "I'm not an idiot.  It's the only reason I've put with your shenanigans this long.  And don't you ever do that to me again buster or it won't be your foot my foot connects with!"

Luc's jaw began working. "If you're not an idiot then why are we standing out here arguing,  exposed?"

She narrowed her eyes at him.  "Because I want to use my outdoor voice," she told him, demonstrating it.

"Fine. Argue with yourself. I've got a job to do," Luc replied turning on his unhurting foot and heading toward the back entrance to the building.  "Goldie, got a key?"

Goldie, who'd been standing there, her jaw hanging open, took a second or two to realize Luc had spoken to her. "Yeah. Of course." She fished in her purse and came up with a keyring that must have weighed 5 pounds.  "Here."

Justine ground her teeth and yanked her cellphone out of her purse punching in numbers with silent fury.  Then she announced to whoever answered she wanted a cab and rattled off an address that she described as the Social Studies Building as she started walking in the opposite direction.

Justin raised an eyebrow.  "Her office?" he asked Goldie.

"Yeah. Man, I've never seen her that mad," Goldie commented. Luc was fighting with the keyring trying to find the right key and ignoring Justine.

Justin grinned.  "Luc is having trouble."

Luc cursed, dropped the keys and kicked the door open instead.

"I think he's solved one problem," Goldie said with a giggle. "I'll have to sweet-talk the maintenance guy now."

Justin steered Goldie inside the building.  "I've got this if you want," he told Luc.

Luc stalked into the building, then whirled on Justin. "And then I do what, exactly?"

"Paddle her ass?" Justin suggested. 
 
Luc sighed. "I'm not built for this."

Justin looked him over.  "Oh I think you're built just right."

Luc growled and stalked off after Justine.

"Wow," Goldie said, watching him go. "I've never seen her like that."

"I'd bet it came as a surprise to Luc, too," Justin said.  Then he looked at Goldie, a look in his eyes that had her smiling nervously.  Was there a couch in her office?  Probably not.  "So, your studio?"

"This way," she said and led him down an institutional type hallway to a messy office. There was a couch but it was covered in books. "The studio is through here," she added, nodding toward a door. She was staring at her desk.

"What?" Justin demanded, forgetting the couch.

"My desk. Someone's been messing with it. I suppose it could have been the cleaning crew, although I always tell them to just leave my stuff alone." She walked forward, intent on examining the damage.

Justin went back to the door and started there, looking for signs of forced entry.  Then he checked the door into the studio.  She obviously never locked it.  "Well?"

Goldie scratched her head. "I don't know. I don't think anything's missing. But my studio!" she added and hurried toward the door.

He watched as she went in and came to a halt.  Much like the room at her father's there were canvases everywhere.  Only these weren't stacked neatly.  He walked up behind her and laid a soothing hand on her back.  "Baby girl?"

"I don't understand! Why would someone do this?"  She was fighting back tears as she regarded the disaster in front of them.

He pulled her into his arms, kissing her hair and he rubbed her back.  "I'm sorry, baby."

"Justine is right. Neither of you ever explain a damn thing. You act like you understand all this, and yet you won't tell us. Why not?"

He buried his face in her neck for a moment, kissing her as he grappled for a answer.  "All I know is someone wants your canvases and won't stop until he gets them.  You're wrong about your work, you know.  Completely wrong."

"So, can you get like fingerprints or something here?  Like CSI?"

"You should call the police," he said.  "So they can handle those details."  He and Luc would hack into the lab later and get the information that way, but he didn't tell her that.  "Also campus police."

"You want me to do that?" she asked, clearly surprised.

He nodded.  "Yes."

She nodded and walked over to pick up the land line.

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Luc slammed the Jeep into park outside the Social Studies building and sat there a moment trying to calm himself down. He had no idea why this woman could get to him so easily. Nonetheless, he got out of the car and headed toward her office.

Justine slammed a book down and turned to the window, looking to see if the cab had arrived.  She was still so furious she was practically vibrating and it made no sense to her.  But just the thought of him lying to her sent her temper into orbit.  No one had ever done that to her before.  Usually she was the calm, cool and collected one, amused rather than angry, detached, figuring out the undercurrents, sorting out the layers, not seeing magenta and feeling like Mount St. Helens.  She rubbed her arms and forced herself to take deep, rhythmic breaths.

"I'll take you home," came from behind her. Luc was leaning against the doorjam, he looking cool and collected.

She stiffened but didn't turn around.  "No."

He was silent for a time then said, "We're undercover. We can't tell you or Goldie anything. It isn't that we want to lie to you."

"Yeah.  But there's more.  A lot more.  And you're not answering those questions either."  She turned from the window. 

"I know," he replied. "Same deal. It sucks."

"Does it ever change?"

He gave it some thought. "It might. Justin and I are skating on the edge. We might fall off, and then it gets worse."

It wasn't just the art, she knew.  It was her and Goldie, in specific, and that had her terrified, she realized, because she wanted this man like she'd never wanted anything else in her life.  She wanted him more than she wanted her next breath.  She was vulnerable in ways she'd never known and hadn't a prayer of managing.  So she was turning the terror into rage in order to cope with it, to cover it up.  "Worse how?"

"It's not your fault, Justine," Luc replied. "We're ... It happens.  Maybe we're just tired of it all."

She lifted her chin.  "Another question you can't answer?"

"I'm really not sure what will happen. Kicked out of the Corps is pretty much a given. What happens after that depends. And no, I can't tell you on what, because I honestly don't know. Too many variables."

She started to answer him when her phone rang.  She frowned when she saw the number.  "It's Goldie," she said and answered.  The conversation was short.  "Someone broke into the studio," she said as she flipped the phone closed. 

"I should get back there. I'll drop you off at home first if you want."

"No, I'll come with you," she said.

Luc nodded and held the door for her. "It isn't me you're reacting to," he commented as he led her out to the Jeep.

"Bet me," she said, knowing exactly what she was reacting to.

"No, I mean, not me as a person. It's hormones. Pheromones.  It's chemistry."

She stopped in her tracks and turned to look at him.  "And that means what?"

He shrugged. "It seems a lousy way to pick lovers or friends. You might not even like the person who's triggering your reactions.  I think about how some people stay together even though they hate one another.  I think chemistry is why."

"As a topic for conversation it has it's merits, but it doesn't answer the question.  And I'm getting tired of feeling like the bloody district attorney dealing with a hostile witness."

Luc held the door for her as she got into the Jeep and then walked around to the drivers side and climbed in himself before he answered. "I obviously don't know what question to answer then. What is it you think I'm avoiding?"

"What it is I'm reacting to," she said.

Luc turned and regarded her. "I'm lost."

"You said I'm reacting to chemistry, only you said it like it's not the usual chemistry."

"Oh, yeah, I guess it did come out that way. Well, let's just say it seems to run in my family that way. These whirlwind romances that end up in endlessly miserable marriages."  Luc was keeping his eyes on the road.

"You know, I'm going to go out on limb here," she said carefully, her eyes spitting sparks again.  "And I'm going to parse that as meaning you think there's the potential here for something like that.  Or am I wrong?"

"No, not really. I'm just... trying to avoid wrecking anyone else's life. Wrecking my own is my choice."

She forced herself to not grind her teeth.  "Do you like me?"

He turned to look at her. "Yes. But we barely know one another."

She ignored the editorial.  "Are you attracted to me sexually?"

His jaw fell open. "Yes. But..."

"Do you have an interest in getting to know me?" she cut in ruthlessly.

"I can't," he replied. "Undercover, too dangerous.  Not to mention against the rules."

"That's it.  I've had it.  Stop the jeep," she ordered him.

"Why?" he asked not doing it.

"Just do it," she snarled.

"I'll drive you home," he said, taking the next available turn.

She swore under her breath and reached over and turned the engine off.  "You don't decide for me, not now, not ever,"  she said, growling.  "Now pull the hell over."

He pulled over but hit the lock on all the doors. "Listen, it might not be safe. I'll take you home if that's what you want, but I'm not just putting you out here. That's firm."

She snarled again and grabbed his shirt front in her fist, yanking him towards her.  She met his mouth hard, the kiss angry and demanding and frustrated, an act intended to stake a claim.

He stiffened for a moment then his arms went around her and he was kissing her just as passionately.  He pulled her into his chest where she melted, her anger and frustration dissipating as quickly as they had arisen. The kiss was getting serious when he began to back out of it and ease her out of it too. Once their lips parted he met her eyes and watched her, sitting there breathing heavily. His heart too had been pounding.  He couldn't find two words to put together at that moment.

"It's damn late to worry about safe," she said flatly when she had enough air to spare for words.  "And if you ever try that crap with me again, I'll rape you where you stand."

Luc closed his eyes and leaned his head back against the head rest. "I hate this place."

"Why don't you try just talking to me," she suggested.

"Mostly, I suppose, because I don't think you'll believe the truth. And secondly, I'm worried about what would happen to you if I do tell you. The Corps is not above removing those they think are problems."

"Just tell me," she said.

He turned and met her eyes. "Justin and I aren't, exactly, human. We're aliens.  In the Star Trek sense."

She could hear her heart beating in the silence that followed his words, reminding her of the ticking of a bomb.  "Oh," was all she managed when she spoke.  Often contrary, she wasn't sure if she believed because he'd said she wouldn't or because she heard some ring of truth in his voice.

"It's why I was so upset about Justin and Goldie. He'll have to take her home. I'm not sure she'd want that, I'm not sure what will happen if he does."

She cleared her throat with great delicacy.  "Uhm, if I may ask, where, ah....where is home?"

His lips twitched up into a smile. "It's nowhere you'd know. It's climate isn't that different from here. More mountains, more snow. Colder in the winter. Cooler in summer."

"Right, of course.  We should...Goldie and Justin are waiting, I'm sure."

He reached down and turned on the Jeep. "Are you okay?  You don't feel the need to, uhm, call me a lunatic?"

"Yeah well, I don't know what I feel at the moment, but for reasons that escape me I'm fairly certain you're telling the truth."

"The guys who stole Goldie's canvas?  We're pretty sure they're working for guys like us. That's why we're here," he explained as he turned the car around and headed toward Goldie's studio. "I don't think he's told her yet. Any of it. I'd appreciate it if you let him tell her."

"Oh believe me, I'd be happy to leave that little chore in his hands."

"Thanks, Justine. And thanks for not freaking out. You can see, now, why we've uhm, been a bit secretive."

"Oh yeah, well it certainly makes perfect sense to me," she agreed.  "But uhm, why does he have to take her home?"

"Well, that's the not quite human part. It's ... chemistry," he explained as he weaved the Jeep through a bunch of cop cars, both city and campus.  They could see Goldie answering questions to several versions of investigators on the outside steps to the building. Students had seen the excitement and were gathered around watching it all. It was like a circus.

"You're going to hold that thought," she informed him as he parked.  "And you're going finish explaining when this is through."

"Yeah, why not," he agreed as he got out of the Jeep, and flashed his ID to get past the cops posted to hold back the gawkers. He put a hand on the small of Justine's back and escorted her to where Goldie was patiently repeating, over and over again, what little she knew.

Luc's eyes scanned the crowd.  He sensed Justin, even if he didn't see him. Justin would be looking for their targets too.

Justine slipped to Goldie's side, and put an arm around her waist, giving her a hug.  "You alright, girlfriend?"

Goldie nodded, and leaned into the hug. "Yeah, I think so. Just mad as hell, you know?  I'm mad at Justin too. He knows more about what's going on than he's telling me and it's pissing me off."

Justine nodded, realizing she'd joined the ranks of the enemy in that at least.  She was going to have to have a word with Justin and soon.  "Where is he?"

"I don't know," Goldie replied. "Around here somewhere. Said he wanted to check on something."

"Are the police finished with you?"

Goldie looked up at the cop still writing down notes.  "Yeah," the cop said. "We might need to talk to you again, though."

"Come on," Goldie said and grabbed Justine's hand and drug her off. "I need to get out of here. Somewhere, anywhere, away from this mob."

"Just call me 'Red' for short," Justine said.

"Huh?" Goldie asked. "Dammit, I wish I had my car."

Justine considered her.  "And why's that?"

"I feel like ... I don't know. Smothered. Justin acts like this is dangerous or something. Yeah, I know, they broke into the apartment, but .. I just need some time to think! To breathe! To figure out what the hell is happening to me!"

"Well, the bus to your house will be along in about...oh...five minutes," Justine pointed out, looking at her watch.  "And it stops at the mall first."

"What's at the mall?" Goldie asked.  "And you aren't going to tell me how stupid this is that we need to let the guys smother us?"

"Well, there's that nice little Mexican place with the killer sangria," Justine said.  "And there's also a cab stand."

"Okay, let's make a break for it. Luc's busy over there. I'm not sure where Justin is."  Goldie led Justine through the building and out a side door, and from there they could get to the bus stop.

Justin found Luc talking to the last of the police and waited until he finished.  "So?  Anything?"

Luc shook his head. "No. Did you see anyone who might be our guys?"  Luc looked around. "Where are the women?"

"Inside?" Justin asked.

Luc didn't reply. He walked, as fast as his long-legged stride let him, into the building and looked around. He checked everywhere, including the women's restroom, startling two women in there. Neither of them were Goldie or Justine.

He turned to look at Justin who had been following him on his rounds. "Any ideas?"

Justin shook his head.  "Back to Justine's office?  I didn't see any cabs pull up."

"Oh, man," Luc muttered, running a hand through his hair and then over his face. "I, uhm, told Justine. She was... you know, suspicious, so I told her some of it. You don't think.... I mean she seemed to take it fine."

Justin swore, in English and then in his native tongue and then in English again.  "If she doesn't end up killing you..." he said.  "We check her office.  If they aren't there we check Goldie's place and then hers.  And if we don't find either of them..."  He broke off again watching a bus pull out from a curb.  "Follow the bus, Luc," he said, moving for the Jeep.

"Why would they... Shit," Luc muttered, as they ran for the Jeep. Luc had to weave the Jeep out from between cop cars and gawkers and Justin was cursing constantly. Finally Luc got them free and shot off after the bus.  "Well, the route has to be marked. Watch for the signs, and stop cursing, it ain't helping."

"It's that or kill someone," Justin said.  "When I get my hands on her I'm going to paddle her ass, I swear.  How many times does she need to be told it isn't safe?"

"I can't believe Justine ... I explained to her that Goldie was in danger. There's the bus. We'll just track it."  Luc pulled into traffic a few cars back and pulled over to the side of the road to park when it stopped to discharge or take on passengers.

"I hate this place," Justin said.  "Things like this only happen here."

"Yeah, well, you might be living here," Luc muttered. "Better come to love it."

"Don't frigging remind me," Justin said.  "It's pulling into the mall."  He said it like he was announcing then imminent loosening of male destroying viruses.

"The mall..." Luc groaned.  "Well, at least they'll be in public. Not much chance for anyone to mess with them. Lemme find a parking spot."

 
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Both men squared their shoulders and and sucked it up, walking into the mall like it was something they did all the time.  Justin stopped to inventory the mall directory.  "Full spa services or a restaurant?  Which do you think?"

"How the hell do I know. Let's hope for a restaurant. Maybe they want a drink.  Is there a bar?"

Looks like there's three or four at least.  A steak place, an Italian joint, Tex Mex and bistro, or so it says."  Justin pointed.  "That direction, we'll hit them all.  And uhm, ya know, I think maybe if we find em in one of them, maybe we should just leave them alone, keep an eye on things, but give them some room.  You know what I mean?"  He said the last like he was explaining the handling of unknown but suspected to be deadly lifeforms.

"Yeah, sure. You're the expert," Luc agreed, more than happy to let Justin work out the intricacies of these odd mentalities.

They had to hit two places before they found them. Goldie and Justine were sitting in a corner table, with weird looking fruity things in large glasses in front of them. And a guy was leaning over Goldie obviously flirting with her, and she was laughing.

Luc put a big paw on Justin's arm. "We're gonna give them room, right?"

Justin snarled, his muscles bunching in tension.  "I"m gonna paddle her ass until she can't sit for a week."

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Goldie, meanwhile was laughing. The man with her and Justine was a friend, another prof at the college.

Finally the guy left and Justine and Goldie were alone.  "So how you doing girlfriend?" Justine asked her.

"I feel like... I don't know. Like I haven't had a moment to think, you know? Justin is like, overwhelming.  And I sure can't think when he's around. And ... and I'm worried about Daddy, of course, and.. well, I don't know, but the guys aren't telling us something."  Goldie frowned and sipped her drink. "How are you?"

"I'm ok," Justine said and took refuge behind the fruit in her drink.

"Liar," Goldie replied, frowning at her. "Luc didn't hurt you did he?"

Justine thought about it.  "No, he didn't hurt me," she said at last.  "He's...oh I don't know, he's just the most unexpected thing I've ever encountered."

Justin, hidden behind fake palms in the mall court, unashamedly eavesdropping using his nano implants grinned.  "Unexpected, huh?  Wonder what that means?"

"Hush," Luc said, listening in too.

"Unexpected?  Why?  He's cute and all, but he hardly seems your type," Goldie replied.  "I mean, not at all like any of the guys I've seen you date."

"I know," Justine said.  She dipped a chip in the salsa and held it suspended in mid air for a moment.  "He's definitely not the academic type.  They're like the mild salsa."  She wrinkled her nose.  "After a while, you wonder why you bother."

Goldie giggled. "Yeah, he is definitely hot salsa."

Luc poked Justin in the side with his elbow.

"And Justin's not?" Justine asked giggling.

"Gods, we sound like a couple of teenagers," Goldie muttered. "I still want to paint them. I can just imagine them...." Goldie's eyes went all dreamy.

Justine nodded.  "You should you know.  Even though you're interested in Justin."

Goldie's eyes refocused and she made a face. "I've always had trouble with men who pose for me. Not a good idea.  I could paint Luc though," she suggested brightly.

"Good luck with that.  But what about you and Justin?"

"What about us," Goldie asked, frowning. "I like him and all, but .. okay, he sets off every nerve in my being. I need to stay away from him."

Justin stiffened.  Like hell she did.  Like hell she would.

"Why?" Justine asked.

Yeah, Justin echoed to himself.  Why?  Not that it mattered.  She was his.  And she's about to find that out at this rate.

"He's the old fashioned sort. Bossy, jealous, demanding. Can't you just see that kind of guy letting me paint other naked men?" Goldie demanded. "He'd have a hissy fit."

Damn right, Justin agreed.  Not unless he was there, keeping an eye on who it was she'd convinced to strut his stuff.

"Paint him," Justine said.  "Like all those guys in Paris, painting their mistresses.  Strike a blow for women's lib."

"And then we become lovers, have a fight and he's putting his fist through my stuff. No thanks," Goldie replied as she sucked up her drink.  "Been there, done that."

"I doubt that," Justine said.  "I think he'd surprise you.  As dominant as he is he hasn't got a thing to prove, to you or himself."

"He scares the crap out of me, Justine. Nope. Staying away."

I scare her? Justin was floored.  And furious with himself.

"Scares you?  You have him wrapped around your little finger, girlfriend."

"Yeah, sort of like a snake-charmer, right?  I take my eyes off of him and boom, I"m done for," Goldie explained. "I'd be like my mother. Lost and helpless, unable to say goodbye."  Goldie shook her head.  "How about Luc?  You gonna, you know?  With him?"

"You know?" Luc mouthed. "What the hell is that?"

Justin shook his head. 

"Every chance I get, girlfriend," Justine said, laughing.  "Every chance I get."

"Uh oh, doesn't sound good," Justin mouthed back.

Luc groaned.

Goldie laughed. "Well, I wish you luck with him. He's every bit as alpha dog as Justin is. He's just sneakier about it."

Justine leaned across the table and whispered, "Yeah I know.  And it makes my thighs sweat."

Goldie frowned. "It does? You like the caveman type? I'd never have guessed." Goldie had leaned forward and was resting her chin on her fist. "What haven't you been telling me, girlfriend."

"That's just the thing, he's not the caveman type."

"I'm not?" Luc muttered.

"He's not?" Goldie asked. "What is he then?"

"He's himself.  Sure he's all alpha male.  But that doesn't make him Neanderthal or wanting to tramp all over me.  Besides, I got over all that liberated female crap ages ago.  All I care about now is what works in my life, for me and the people I'm involved with," Justine said, waving for the server.  "I need a another drink.  You want one?"

"Yeah. Yeah, I do." Goldie was frowning. "I don't know if I can trust a guy enough to.. They all lie, don't they." It wasn't really a question.

Justine whipped her attention back to Goldie.  "No, actually, they don't.  They aren't all like your father either."

Goldie sipped her second drink. "Yeah, so I'm told. But so far I've chosen guys just like my father. I can't trust my own taste. It's some sort of unconscious weirdness quotient, I think. I want a guy totally unlike my father, but somehow or other I end up attracting guys just like him."

"Well, sugar plum, trust me on this one.  Justin is nothing like your father."

Damn straight, Justin nodded.

Goldie looked up at her friend. "I'll try to remember that," she finally said. "So, I'm starving. And don't look now but I think I see the guys hiding behind those palm trees."

"Let them hide," Justine said, lifting the menu.  "Serves them right if they followed us here."

"See, why do they do that?"  Goldie asked, frowning. "Can't they trust us?"

"No," Luc and Justin said in unison.

"No, they don't.  At least not to defend ourselves.  Or stay out of trouble."  Justine set the menu down.  "I'm having the fajitas and another sangria.  With extra cheese, sour cream and guac."

The waiter came over and Goldie added an order of quesadillas to that, and another drink for herself. "We could," she said, waving at the guys, "let them join us."

"No," Justine said.  "I thought you wanted to get away from them."

"I thought I did too," Goldie muttered. "But Justin looks pretty pathetic there."

Justine refused to look.  "How about Luc?"

"Stoic. He looks stoic. And confused."

"Of course he does," Justine said.  "He's a man and women will always confuse him."

"Why, we're easy to understand.  Guys," she added, dismissively.

"Are not," Luc muttered.

"Men just never get it," Justine said.  "I think it's a genetic flaw.  But god it can make for great chemistry.  I just never get the same stomach flipping turn on from women, you know?"

Goldie nodded. "Don't I just. And I'm gonna cave in a minute here and wave him over."

Justine sighed.  "Oh alright.  Go ahead.  But I need another drink."

The guys were hurrying over the moment Goldie waved for them to join them. "One word," Goldie warned, "about what you think we should have done and you're outta here."  She frowned at Justin, daring him to lecture her.

Justine met Luc's baffled look blandly.  "She's talking to you two bad boys, not me."

"Well," Luc said, taking a seat and motioning to the waiter, "You might have told us so we wouldn't worry."

"Yeah," Justin said. 

"You were busy," Goldie replied calmly. "Doing your cop thing. We respect that."

"Oh yeah, right," Justin said.  "Our cop thing.  As far as you're concerned it's just us being overbearing assholes who like making you miserable."

Goldie's jaw dropped and her eyes narrowed. "That wasn't what I meant at all. You can leave now."

Justin didn't budge.  "Am I wrong, Goldie?  Isn't that what you think all this is about?  Me being some asshole jerk making too much out of just a little thing.  I mean after all who'd want your canvases anyway?  So there's no reason to worry about some one wanting to hurt you?  Kidnap you?  Kill you?  And who'd care if they did anyway?  Isn't that what you really think?  Who'd really care?  Certainly no one in your life before this ever has so why would I be any different?"

"Stop it," Justine hissed.  "That's not fair!"

"Truth is rarely fair, Justine.  And in this case considering I'll kill before I'll let anyone harm her, even if she's doing it to herself, I'm ok with a little unfairness if it means we stop playing games."

Goldie turned bright red under the accusations. "I don't want to play games with you, Justin."

Luc grabbed Justine's hand and pulled her to her feet. "Let's take a walk."

Justine looked for a minute like she was going to refuse.  Then she looked at Goldie again and nodded, picking up her purse.  "Screaming will work," she told Goldie as she left.

Justin ignored her, his whole attention on the woman sitting across from him.  Waiting, intent, like a predator, his eyes on his prey. 

Goldie watched Justine walk away with Luc then, when they were out of her sight she turned her eyes to Justin.  "Why don't you try telling me what is going on, instead of keeping secrets?"

"Because I've yet to see any reason to think you'd believe me if I did.  If I told you I was so in love with you that I can barely breathe because of it, or that just the thought of someone making you so much as frown is like being flayed alive would you believe me?  And if you aren't going to believe that, why try with the rest?"

"You know, most guys will do anything to avoid the L word. They run for the hills the moment the woman hints she actually cares about them. Yet here you are not just using the word but daring me to believe you when you say it."  She was studying him as she said this, watching his every muscle twitch, any movement he made, as if trying to read his mind through his body.  "I believe you just told me the truth.  Which, I have to say, scares the crap out of me."

"So what else is new?" he asked.

"What else is new is that as scared as I am, I'm .. deliriously happy."

"But scared."

"I'm sorry, but yeah. There are things you aren't telling me, and secrets scare me. Secrets were common in my family. Dad kept them, Mom kept them, and they were like daggers hanging over me my whole life. So yeah, I'm scared of what you aren't telling me."

He took a moment, sitting back in the chair before he answered.  "I'm a member of the Corps, the Temporal Zones Police Corps, from about two thousand years in the future.  I'm here because someone from then is targeting your work, stealing it here so they can sell it then when it's worth more than you can imagine.  And for that kind of money people will kill without a blink."

Goldie blinked. Several times. "Okay, I can see why you were keeping that a secret. Luc said you guys were breaking the rules. What did he mean?"

Justin shrugged.  "The rules are we come here, do our job and leave.  There's no way in hell I'm leaving you.  Like I told you.  I'm keeping you."

"I don't understand what you mean by that, Justin. If you have to go back I can't go. If you stay here, then aren't they going to come after you?  Would Luc have to track you down?  Or someone like him?  I'm not worth dying for, Justin."

He sighed.  "I know you don't understand.  But the bottom line is I'm not giving you up.  Whatever else happens you can count on two things.  I'll die before I let anyone hurt you and I'll kill before I let you get away."  He forced himself to stop there.  He figured she'd have a number of problems with him telling her she was his, period, full stop, no discussion.  And that as soon as he could manage it he was going to make it a physical, indisputable, immutable fact that even the Corps would be hard pressed to deny.

"I wish I did understand," she said, holding out her hand for him to take.

"I'm not sure I do," he muttered, playing with her fingers.  "You'd probably run screaming from the room and me if you did."

"If you want me to trust you, then you'll have to learn to trust me. Try me."

"This isn't the time or place," he said.  "I'm not being evasive, it just isn't."

"Of course it isn't," she replied flatly. "Good excuse."

He met her eyes, his voice almost amused.  "If you're an exhibitionist, then the day will come when I'll be perfectly happy to have sex in public but it won't be the first time or even the second time we do."

"Men," Goldie muttered. "Sex, sex, sex. It's all you think about.  What does that have to do with explaining something to me? I'd like words here, for a change."

"No it actually isn't all we think about.  We also think about things like protecting and taking care of," he said.  "The thing you need to know is that this isn't a game.  It's not a fling, not an affair, not a relationship until we piss each other off or one of us decides there's something better around the corner.  I don't do relationships.  I either fuck a woman and she knows that's what's going on before I lay a finger on her or I mate for life.  A biochemical, atavistic, harking back to the predators I evolved from claiming.  A marking that goes cell deep, that never goes away and means neither of us will ever be able to touch another sexually.  And I already told you which category you're in."

He said it while holding her pinned with just his eyes, watching the color drain from her face as she processed each word.  "A mating, one where there isn't a single doubt in your mind, your body or your soul that you belong to me.  A mating where I'll go out of my way every chance I get to make sure you never forget it either, nor will you want to."

"And you would belong to me?  Just the same way?"

"I already do," he said, his jaw clenching, ever part of him screaming at him to just haul her out of there and throw her down on the nearest bed and have done with it.  Only he couldn't, he wouldn't do that to her.  She had to choose or in the end regardless of chemistry, it wouldn't ever be what it could be between them, what he was determined to have from her.  "Regardless of what you decide, it's a done deal for me."

She bit her lip. "Justin, I don't think I have those kind of genes.  I mean, Mom's been married four times, and Daddy two. It'd be more except he was in jail for so much of the time.  I mean, how do you know it could even, like, take?"

"I know," he said.  "I know because how you taste, what your scent does to me, what hearing your voice or touching your skin lets loose inside of me.  I know.  Every response I have to you, every second I'm around you tells me.  And be very clear here, baby girl, this isn't a marriage.  It goes way beyond it.  It's a mating."

"That can't be good for you, I mean, you're here on a job and you marry, or whatever, the girl you're protecting?  What would your boss say?  What would your family say?"

"It will likely cost me my job.  But none of that matters," he said. 

"Geez, Justin. Pressure much?  I like what happens when you touch me. I've never felt that way about anyone. But it's an awfully big commitment. Without even knowing what happens next, especially. You no job. Well, I could get you a job as security on campus, I think," she added faintly.

He laughed.  He couldn't help it.  She was adorable.  "Baby, all those things aren't your problem.  Your only problem is deciding what you want to do."

"Of course it's my problem. If you're miserable because of me, you don't think that would rather wreck our .. our being together?"

"This isn't a rational thing,  You're trying to put this in the same box as the relationships you know.  You're trying to fit me into a frame of ideas and stereotypes made up of all the men you've ever known, most especially your father.  It won't work, baby girl.  Time to think outside the box.  Time to ask yourself one and only one question.  What do you want?  Deep down, where you live, there's a tiny voice already whispering the answer.  Listen to it.  Then ask yourself what it's worth to you.  Because if the answer to that question is everything, then..."  He shrugged and spread his hands.  "We really don't have any problems."

She watched him for a time, then looked down at his hand. "You know how crazy this sounds, right? And yet... It doesn't feel crazy. Although I'm not sure that's a good thing."

"I did mention, I think, that you wouldn't understand."

She nodded. "Yeah. You did. When do I have to decide?"

"I don't know."  He grinned at her, wickedly, lasciviously, with primal intent.  "Though the other thing you should know is that until you do, you need to be very careful.  There's a huge part of me that doesn't want to give you the time you need, that is ready to go all caveman, I think you call it, on your ass and just take.  Civilized man is holding on by a thread, angel.  Don't tempt the Neanderthal."

"What a surprise," she said, smiling. "You don't hide him very well." She paused then added, "And there's something you should know too. You're offering me... Everything I ever wanted.  Stability. Someone I could count on. Trust. Know you'd be in my life, know, well, not be afraid I'd wake up and find your clothes gone and you gone forever without ever saying a word. And that, Justin, scares me because I wouldn't want to decide just because I want security. I want to decide because I know, deep down in that part you talked of, that I want you, and you alone. Can you see that?"

"Yes."

She nodded, looking away. "Sorry about Justine. She's always tried to defend me. She doesn't mean anything."

"Justine's got her own problems now," he said, laughing again.  "And do us both a favor and keep this little chat to yourself.  If Luc wants her to know he'll tell her himself."

Goldie frowned. "What does that mean?"

"Just what it says."

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Meanwhile, Luc was towing Justine toward the Italian restaurant down the main corridor from where they'd been.

"Go ahead, yell," he muttered as he finally let her go outside the place, and turned and looked at her.

She blinked rapidly.  "Yell?"

"Well, I all but drug you out of there by your hair. You aren't mad?" He was looking confused again.

"No.  They need to talk.  And he's ready."

Luc rolled his eyes. "You want a drink?"

She grinned.  "Yeah, I do.  But I probably shouldn't.  Tipsy women are amusing.  Drunk ones aren't."

"How about something to eat then, too. I seem to have removed you from the food you ordered. Sorry about that, but Justin.. well, it was better we got out of there sooner rather than later."

"'Fraid I might hear something I shouldn't?" Justine teased letting him guide her into the restaurant.

He waited until after they were seated before answering. "No, I'm not afraid you'll hear anything.  I was afraid Justin might do something he'd regret. He's currently hanging on by a thread. Doesn't need anyone helping to snap it."

"Meaning what?" she asked, munching on a breadstick.  "And how did leaving help?"

"You were pissing him off, for one thing, acting like you had to protect Goldie from him. He takes that kind of thing personally," he explained, then ordered drinks for them.  He pondered the menu.

She blushed.  "Well...she needs protecting, usually anyway.,  It's gotten to be a habit."

"You and she have been friends a long time? You really care about her?"

Justine nodded.  "Yep.  And she trusts me.  She doesn't really trust anyone else.  Justin's going to have to deal with that."

"Is Goldie the only person you trust?" Luc asked.

She set the breadstick down carefully before she lifted her eyes to his.  This man was well on his way to owning her soul.  He was every secret fantasy she'd ever had, even the ones she'd never wanted to admit to.  Every second in his presence for the last twenty four hours she'd struggled to ignore the arousal triggered in her, the clenching deep in her stomach, the constant dampness in her panties.  She hadn't lied when she'd said he made her thighs sweat.  She just hadn't specified an area.  "No."

"Can you trust me enough to believe that Goldie is perfectly safe with Justin?"  Well, it was mostly true, Luc reasoned. If he could hold onto his need for her long enough to let her decide.

"Are you asking me if I'm able to or are you asking me to do that?"

Luc nodded acknowledgment of her comment. "Both, I guess," he replied sipping his drink. "He'd die to protect her."

"I know that.  But that might not be what she needs right now."

He regarded her a moment then asked, "What does she need right now, do you think?"

"A couple of things.  To know she doesn't scare him, that her needs don't, I mean.  That's probably the big one.  And to know she can be herself with him.  The messages on that one might have been a bit mixed."

He sat back in his chair. "Yeah, I can see where it might have seemed that way. If she agrees to a relationship with him, he'll mellow out." Well, in time. In a long time.  "Thanks, by the way, for being so understanding. Especially given I pissed you off earlier. I appreciate you giving me a second chance."

"Yes, well.  It's inevitable I suppose."

"Why is that?" he asked, confused again.

She toyed with the breadstick.  "It's all pretty much...well, what I mean is that...oh hell!  I"ve pretty much lost the plot as far as you're concerned."

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to... Bloody hormones. They're a problem. You should maybe just stay well away from me. I should, I don't know, use Aqua Velva or something."

"Excuse me?"

"Block them with something," he explained. "I can't exactly control it. Certain people trigger it."

She gaped at him, outrage blooming again.  "I have never in my life ever met anyone who could make me lose my temper until you," she spat out.  "And you're so clueless you don't even know you're doing it, do you?  Or why?"

"Yeah, I'm afraid  you're right. I don't know what I said that made you mad. I'm trying to explain it isn't me, the sexual response thing. Isn't it only fair for me to do that? I don't want to take advantage of you."

She shook her head.  "I'm sitting here in panties that are close to sopping wet I want you so badly and you're telling me it's a chemical thing, that can be managed with cheap aftershave."

Luc groaned. "Believe me, I'd like nothing more... But it would really be a bad idea. A really really bad idea."  He stopped then added, "Not because of you. But it's me. I'm not good at .. at this."

"Why would it be a bad idea?"

He swallowed his drink in one gulp. "I told  you I'm not exactly human. It has to do with that."

She rested her chin on her palm and gave him an encouraging look that invited him to continue.

His eyes changed then, from normal human eyes to yellow predators eyes. "See?"

"Yellow's my favorite color," she informed him.

He groaned. "And you just want to hop into bed."

"Not necessarily.  But if that's where you prefer to start I'm good with that.  But I like a little variety, too you know.  The spice of life they say."

"Variety?  I don't do variety, if that means what I think it means. What do you mean?"

She started enumerating on her fingers.  "Back seat of cars, kitchen tables, against the shower wall, out on the patio, in the pool, in front of the fire, in my office...both over the desk and on the couch...Now that's just places.  Do you want me to go on with the positions?  Or the things?"

"Uhm, no, you've made your, er, position clear. Look, Justine, it isn't that I don't want to, it's that... someone needs to keep a clear head and it isn't Justin.  He's well and truly beyond that at the moment. And you don't want Goldie coming to harm. So I'd love to do all those things to you.  But maybe after we catch the bad guys?"

She chose another breadstick and nibbled the end of it delicately, her eyes on his.  Then she licked it, a quick, light slide of her tongue, along the length of it, tasting the salt, before she put it in her mouth, sucking on it for a second like a Popsicle.  "Sure," she said when she took it out of her mouth again to resume nibbling, "if that's what you want."

He cleared his throat and looked away. "Yeah, it's the smart thing. Oh, good, here comes the food."  He waited until the waiter left. "So, uhm, you're good with that? Waiting, I mean."

"Do I have a choice?"

He blinked and his eyes went back to human. "Uhm, yeah, I guess."

"Let's just play it by ear, shall we?" she suggested.

"Okay," Luc agreed, deciding he was sleeping in the Jeep until they got off the bloody planet. Alone.  It was the only way he'd be able to keep his hands off of her, since it was clear she wasn't going to help him there.

"So explain this thing between Justin and Goldie."

"Uhm, he wants her. Full stop. Won't give up until he gets her. Think Neanderthal. It works."

"Being Neanderthal?"

"Well, he wants her for a mate. It really doesn't matter what she wants. Well, it sort of does. I mean she can tell him to leave, but if she does he's totally screwed, so he's willing to push a bit to get her. Not that I blame him. Being alone your whole life sucks. At this point she's his whole life."

"Why does not getting her mean that?"

"Those same hormones. Once triggered we're, uhm, screwed. Which is why, well, we'd best not push it."

"Could you be more cryptic, please?"

"Our species mates for life," he replied meeting her eyes.

"And?"

"And?  And what? And... and... I'm worried about Justin because we can't game out what happens next."

"No honey.  I meant I want to know the rest of the story on this mating for life business.  Since you trying to protect me from it is why you're hoping to avoid any kind of intimacy with me until you can head for home, untouched and unscathed."

He sighed and sat back. "Guilty. Look, Justine. Mating is forever. No choice, no second chance. It means giving up a lot of freedom and becoming a part of something that limits you. You, your species I mean, aren't built for it, and I'm not sure how well it will work for Goldie. I think its just better not messing around with it. Bad enough she's been sucked in. I just don't want to take the chance."

"I see."  She pushed her plate back.  "What freedom and how is it limiting?"

"The freedom to choose your own life, go where you want. Goldie, if she mates with Justin, will have to deal with our society and the consequences he and I will face when we go home. And they won't be pleasant, no matter what. We'll be drummed out of the Corps at the very least. I might be tossed out of my family. I don't think Justin will have to worry about that at least. His family isn't quite so... old line as mine."

"None of that makes sense," she said.  "Well I get the last bit, but the rest is just....just gibberish.  How does it stop a person being able to choose their own life or restrict where they go?"

"It's social rules and limitations. That you understand. If anyone is outcast by definition their options are limited. I didn't mean the actual mating did that, just the consequences of this sort of thing, where the Corps is involved.   Justin has no choice. I do. I just want to make sure you're not put in a position you didn't choose. Yeah, I know, I sound like I'm jumping to conclusions, but trust me, I know when I'm hanging at the edge."

"An idiot hanging by the edge.  A charming idiot, but still..."  She shook her head.  "Why is it that Justin has no choice and you do?"

"He's made a conscious decision that Goldie is his mate," Luc explained. "I'm not an idiot, I'm just not very verbal, especially when I'm talking about things I'm not supposed to talk about when I'm in the field."

"No, that's not it.  But never mind that."  She studied him for a moment in silence.  "I need to get a cab and you need to take Justin and Goldie home."

"Good idea," Luc agreed, thinking he might find his brain again if Justine wasn't around.  He waved for the bill.

Justine just sighed.  It was a good thing she had a couple of bottles of wine at home and no classes to teach tomorrow.

Luc paid the bill and aimed Justine back toward the Mexican restaurant where they'd left Justin and Goldie as best he could without touching her. "They're still there.  You sure you don't want to go home with Goldie?"

"No.  You need the space.  To bolster your denial."

Luc opened his mouth then shut it.  "Thanks," he replied gruffly as they slowed, finding Justin and Goldie standing outside the restaurant waiting for them.

"You okay?" Goldie asked Justine, frowning as she looked her best friend over critically, then turning an accusatory glare on Luc.

Justine moved between them.  "I've got some shopping I need to do, so I'm going to take a cab home.  I'll call you in the morning."  Her expression said what the words didn't, begging Goldie to leave it alone.

Goldie hugged her friend. "Can I kill him?" she whispered into Justine's ear.

"No," she whispered back.

Goldie stood there watching Justine until she was out of sight. So did Luc.

"What did you do to her," Goldie hissed.

"Nothing!" Luc protested. "Come on, let's get you home and out of the public eye."

"Luc?" Justin said.

"What?" Luc replied grouchily.

Justin grinned.  "You could go after her, offer to carry her bags for her."

"She doesn't want me to," Luc replied.

"Why not?"

"How do I know? She just doesn't, all right? Don't worry, I'll sleep in the Jeep," Luc added.

"She does too want you to go after her," Goldie put in. "Idiot."

Justin patted Luc on the back.  "Welcome to the club, pal."

"Dammit," Luc muttered.  He ran his hand through his hair, then fished the keys to the Jeep out of his pocket. "Yell if you need me," he said and took off after Justine.

Justin tossed the keys in the air and then caught them.  "Got it."

"He doesn't seem so eager to mate," Goldie said, pointing out the obvious.

"He's not, angel.  And I suspect the way Justine has him figured how, she's scaring him to death.  He's pretty conservative."

"What, like he's prejudiced against Earth girls?" Goldie asked, letting Justin aim her at the Jeep.

"No, just...well traditional.  And mating a woman from the past isn't done."

"Aren't  you worried about changing the future or something?  Meeting your grandfather, whatever? Maybe he's right." Goldie was chewing on her lip again.

"Doesn't work like that.  The fact that we're here means that we're a part of this temporal stream.  Don't ask me to explain it, I can't."

"Oh. I really wanted to talk to Justine about... you know. Now I can't."

"Don't tell her, Goldie.  It's Luc's decision.  Not mine, not yours."

Goldie laughed, as she wrapped an arm around Justin's.  "Honey, she already knows every secret in his head. She's good at that. I've never been able to keep secrets from her."

"Let's just give Luc the benefit of the doubt, ok?"

She pouted for a moment but said, "Sure."

He stopped and tilted her chin so she was looking him the eye.  "Promise me, angel."

"If it's that important to you, yes."

"It is."

"Okay then, I promise."

He kissed her, quick and hard.  "Thank you.  And you could call me honey again," he suggested, replacing her hand on his arm.  "I liked it a lot."

"It doesn't fit that well, though. Does it?"

"What does?"

"Calling you honey. You're all sharp angles," she explained.

"So what are you going to call me instead?"

"Trouble," she said with a laugh.

"Not to you, baby girl."

"For some reason I believe that," she replied, meeting his eyes.

"Good," he said, kissing her again.  "You're learning."


 

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