Signs of Interest 6
Art Appreciation
@J Hontz and S Pickrel 2009 - all rights reserved
They took Luc's jeep which was fine with
Justin, seated in back next to a very nervous Goldie. A part of him marveled at
the decision he'd come to, seemingly without realizing it. He was definitely
keeping her. He relaxed back in the seat and watched her as she stared out the
window, using the scenery to divorce herself from...Was it him or the coming
encounter or both she was trying unsuccessfully to detach herself from. There
was no mental bond between them yet, he hadn't claimed her and it wouldn't come
until then. He grinned at the thought. He could just imagine the state of her
mind, wild child that she was.
Wild child trying to hide all the bruises and
scars life had dealt her. Life and her father. Definitely her father. He bit
back a growl at the thought of someone hurting her, causing Luc to stiffen
slightly up front. "Will you father be there?" he asked in a deceptively
neutral voice that had Luc, who knew him well, stiffening again.
"Not sure. He doesn't keep regular hours.
Hasn't since mom left him." Goldie turned and managed a tentative smile at
Justin. "He's not a bad guy. He can be very gentle and sweet."
Justin grunted, noncommittal. Like that made
a difference. It made it worse in fact. "Usually when he wants something?"
Her smile turned to a frown. "It isn't nice
to judge someone you don't know."
"I was asking a question, not stating a
fact," Justin said.
Goldie turned her eyes to the street. "Turn
here Luc. It's the 4th house on the right."
Luc nodded. He spotted the house easily
enough. Its yard was neglected. It had once, no doubt, had a nice flowerbed. Now
that flowerbed was overgrown with weeds.
"Daddy's home, there's his car," Goldie said,
suddenly wringing her hands together. "I should have called him."
Justin reached over and separated her hands,
keeping one in his. "It'll be fine, baby."
Luc pulled up to the curb, keeping an eye on
the house as he did so. He really didn't want to go chasing someone over fences
today.
The front door opened as the car pulled to a
stop. A slight, and slightly stooped man opened the door to peer at the vehicle.
Surprise crossed his face as he spotted Goldie in the back seat. The surprise
turned to pleasure and he smiled.
As they all piled out of the vehicle, Harry
Hawkins came out of the house and down the front stairs. He slowed as he eyed
the two men, then glanced around worriedly.
"It's okay, Daddy," Goldie said and hurried
over to him. "They're friends of mine."
"Hi Harry," Justine said softly, and pecked a
kiss on his cheek. "The one holding her hand is Justin. The other is Luc."
"Yeah, this is Justin. And Luc," Goldie
repeated as her father looked up, way up, at Justin, who towered over him. Harry
was shorter than Goldie and probably weighed no more.
"Hello, Justine. You and Justin here
related?" Harry asked.
Justine blinked, just averting a horrified
denial. "No," she said. "How are you doing? How's the arthritis? Did the tea
I sent over help?" Willow bark tea had the same active ingredient as aspirin
and was easier on the tummy.
"It was really sweet of you to do that for
me, Justine. Yeah, it helped. So, uhm," Harry looked guiltily back at the house.
"What brings you all here?"
"I, uhm, I wanted to show the guys some of my
early work, Daddy," Goldie ad libbed. "Don't worry about whether the house is
picked up or not, the guys won't care."
Harry looked dubious about that, as he
frowned at Luc who'd unconsciously assumed a rather martial sort of pose. Then
he forced his eyes back to Justin, looking him up and down.
Justin just waited for him to complete his
survey, his expression cool.
"I have to go out in a few minutes," Harry
announced. "I'm meeting the guys at the coffee shop."
"It's okay, it won't take long," Goldie
promised.
"So, Goldie, did you think about what I asked
you the other day?" Harry pressed.
"I told you no then, and it's no today too,
Daddy. I don't like .. Just no, okay?"
"It'd be money for you, honey," Harry
countered.
"I know... Still," Goldie replied trying to
tug Justin toward the house.
Justin refused to budge. "What does he want
you to do, doll?"
"Not your business," Harry replied for her.
"Justin..." Goldie whispered.
"It is my business," Justin said. "I've made
it my business, just like everything else no matter how remote, that has to do
with her."
Harry and Goldie's mouths dropped open about
the same time.
"We're investigating the theft of her canvas
yesterday, Mr Hawkins. We're just trying to gather any information we can
regarding her work. So please, what sort of transaction are you talking about?"
Luc asked, trying to defuse the situation and deflect Harry's obvious interest
in just what sort of relationship his daughter had with this strange man.
"It's got nothing to do with that theft,"
Harry finally said, although he hadn't taken his eyes off Justin.
"Investigating?"
"Yeah, as in detecting. Looking for clues,
evidence..." Justin said.
Harry turned an accusatory glare on Goldie.
"Why don't you just go on to the coffee
house. I'll lock up when we're done here," Goldie offered.
"Why, so they can search the house easier
without having me watch them?" Harry asked.
"We don't mind if you watch," Justin said.
"Whatever makes you comfortable."
"Daddy, please! Justin, stop it. All we want
is to look at my paintings," Goldie said, pleading with the both of them.
"Go on then, go make sure they're all there.
Would you even know?" Harry asked. "You just throw them in there."
"Yes, I'd know!" Goldie replied tugging
Justin toward the house again.
Justin stood like a rock. "You'll speak to
her with respect," he said, his eyes on Harry's.
"Justin please, we're standing on the street.
I'd rather all of Williamsburg didn't know my business," Goldie pleaded as
Harry's jaw set, as he returned Justin's look.
Justin smiled. "All he has to do is
apologize and promise to never let it happen again. Besides, anyone watching
will think it's just friendly conversation. Nothing they haven't seen before,
huh Harry?""
"She's my daughter. How we interact is none
of your concern," Harry replied mulishly.
"Mr Hawkins, just say you're sorry," Luc
suggested. "He gets stubborn like this a lot." When Harry ignored him, he
added, "Please?"
Goldie was looking panicky. "Please, Daddy."
"I do treat her with respect, young man, not
that its any of your business," Harry finally muttered.
Justin smiled, a predator knowing his prey
was subdued. "From now on, Harry, when it comes to her, you'll answer to me,"
he said in a voice like frozen silk. "Do you understand?"
"We'll talk about this later," Harry said to
Goldie and walked off, apparently toward the coffee shop.
"I love you, Daddy," Goldie replied. Then
she turned to Justin. "Stop bullying him."
"Baby, you haven't seen bullying," Justin
said, unrepentant.
"Alpha, definitely alpha," Justine muttered.
"Aw, give him a break, Justine," Luc
suggested. "Actually, he's on pretty good behavior considering. Shall we?" He
motioned toward the house, letting Goldie and Justin lead the way.
Goldie led them into a house that hadn't had
a makeover since the 80s, and was in bad need of one. She was obviously used to
the mess and just weaved her way past all of it to the stairs and then up
them. The room she led them to was neat as a pin, with little girl white and
gold furniture and a canopy bed. Goldie ignored it all, the posters on the
walls, the books on the shelves and went straight to a door which she opened
with a key she had pulled out of her pocket. She looked in. It was a small room
that might once have been a sewing room or a guest bedroom. It held no
furniture, just an easel and stacks and stacks of canvases neatly leaning in
rows against the walls. Few of the ones they could see were signed. Goldie ran
her eyes across the room and said, "I don't think anything's missing. Dad's
messy. He'd never have cleaned it back up."
Justin was already flipping through the
canvases, running the body of her known opus through his mind as he looked.
What history knew was that she'd disappeared and years later her work had been
discovered when someone had stumbled onto the canvases at her childhood home.
Most of them were the paintings here now. She was obviously prolific, both with
her painting and her drawing. There was a stack of sketch pads on a table in
the corner.
He set the last canvas back against its
fellows and took in the rest of the room, his eyes narrowing on the old double
hung windows. The storms were up and the latch open. He moved closer, taking
in the cracked paint and the slightly warped wood. The window opened out over
the roof of the enclosed back porch. The backyard was fenced, chain link and
about four feet high. Most of it was overgrown with honeysuckle growing wild.
Beyond the fence was an empty lot.
He looked back at the window, lifting it open
and checking for signs it had been forced. it opened with a series of
protesting squeaks, jerking and shuddering under the pressure he used. Anyone
trying to sneak in this way would have woken the dead, along with the
neighbors. He was more inclined to think that if there were paintings missing
then good old Harry had held the door, going and coming, for whoever had wanted
them.
"You need to move these out of here," Justine
said. "To better storage."
Goldie frowned. "Why? They're fine here.
They're just my early stuff. Nothing really any good here. And what are you
doing, Luc?"
Luc, who'd been scanning the room inch by
inch, looked over at her, startled. "Just, uhm, looking."
"People don't just 'look' like that," Goldie
pointed out.
"Police training and all that," Luc muttered.
"What was Harry talking about?" Justin asked
Goldie as he turned his attention back to the canvases.
"Hmmm?" Goldie asked, frowning at Justin. "I
wish you'd stop looking at them. Some of them are truly horrible."
"About it meaning money for you. What was he
talking about, doll?"
"Uhm, nothing, really. Don't worry about it,"
Goldie replied.
"What did he mean?" Justin repeated.
"Nothing! He was just trying to do something
nice for me. Make me feel better, you know?"
"No I don't know," Justin said. "And you're
way too defensive for it to be that simple."
Goldie sighed. She looked to Justine for
support and didn't seem to find much. "I... He said he had some friends who
remembered me when I was little. They thought it was cool that I was a painter
and offered to buy some of my stuff so they could say they 'knew me when', you
know? Stupid stuff. No big deal."
"So why say no?" Justin asked.
"Because I didn't remember them. I felt
kinda funny about it. I'm not crazy about anyone having my stuff to be honest
about it, but .. well, it's stupid, but I was... I don't know. Daddy knows
forgers and I ..." she turned bright red. "I just didn't want to, okay?"
Justin's eyes met Luc's. "Who are they? Did
he tell you?"
"He told me their names, but I don't remember
them. Why?"
"Someone stole your painting, Goldie,"" Luc
replied. "Maybe when they couldn't buy one..."
"Oh that's ridiculous!" Goldie protested.
"You're gonna find out some teenager with a hard on stole my canvas and is now
in trouble with his parents."
"That was a teenager with a hard on who broke
into your apartment?" Justine asked. "I must have been dreaming the other."
"Oh, I don't know! I still don't understand
why anyone would want my stuff. It's.. mediocre at best. Unimaginative, boring,
stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid!" Goldie turned and ran out of the room.
Justin watched her go and sighed. "Who told
her her work sucked?"
"Isn't that kind of typical of artists?
Never pleased with their own stuff?" Luc asked, "always wanting to create better
and bigger? But I'd bet she's been told most of her life to 'get a real job.'"
Justine sighed. "Harry's always been
jealous. So she's always played it down to make him feel better."
Justin growled and stalked from the room.
"What is with him?" Justine demanded.
"He was first in line for the protective
genes, I guess. In case you haven't noticed, he's fallen for her," Luc
explained.
"This is more than just falling," she said.
"Unless he banged his head against the neanderthal exhibit on the way down."
"Well, he's never actually been in love
before, so give him a break. It's all new to him," Luc commented, as he closed
the door behind them, and locked it with the key Goldie had left in the door.
"We do need to talk her into moving this stuff somewhere safer. Maybe if we
point out someone might break in here, too. Oh, maybe that's why she was so
upset.. Okay, I'm a bit slow on the uptake."
"She's upset about a lot of things," Justine
said. "But mostly he's driving her batty with confusion."
"Why is that?" Luc asked her.
She looked at him in supreme disbelief.
"Hey, I'm seriously asking here. Maybe I can
talk to him if I understand it a bit better."
"Well that's the whole problem. He
apparently isn't talking to her. She thinks he hates her or something."
"Oh. Talk to her about what?" Luc asked.
She threw her hands up in the air in defeat.
"Anything. As far as I can see he talks to you instead."
"Well, he's got some unique issues. Uhm,
family sorts of things. Job sorts of things, that kind of stuff. He can't
really tell her about them. Cop stuff, you know?"
"Oh horse shit! It's a good thing you're not
a crook, cause you're a lousy liar."
Luc sighed. "You're right. I am a lousy liar.
I'll tell him to talk to her, but I can't promise he will. He's not the talking
type. He thinks his actions speak for him."
"Well then he needs to act differently," she
snapped, heading downstairs.
"Wait, Justine," Luc called hurrying after
her. "What did I do?"
"You two are so alike. You're such guys,"
she said moving into the kitchen. "Big, silent, hulking, protective,
territorial and definitely not the touchy feely types, aren't you?""
Luc frowned. "Hulking? Really? I don't mean
to."
She laughed. "No, probably not. It's just a
natural aspect of your personality."
"So, I guess you don't like us much. Will you
try to talk Goldie out of a relationship with Justin? He'd be good for her,
really. He'd make sure no one ever hurts her again."
She frowned at him, baffled again. "Not like
you? What makes you think that?"
"'Big, silent, hulking.' I don't hear you
calling us, I don't know, anything positive," Luc replied, leaning against a
counter and watching her, with his arms crossed on his chest.
"Maybe I like throw back, politically
incorrect, dominant men?" she suggested with a raised eyebrow.
"Is that what we are? Yeah, I guess we are
kind of odd to you. Do you like throw back guys?" Luc asked. "I mean for
reasons other than we know our way around swords?"
She leaned back against the kitchen counter
and considered him thoughtfully, her eyes moving up and then down his body.
"What sword are we discussing?" she asked as her gaze paused midway back up his
to his face.
"Possibly more types than I'd originally had
in mind."
She grinned. "Then I guess the answer is
yes, big boy."
"Hah, finally I get a compliment."
"What do I get?"
"What would you like?" Luc asked.
She just smiled.
He stepped toward her, and reached out to
touch her hair. "When this is all over, would you go out with me? I tell you
honestly, I don't date. But I'd do my best to act civilized. In public."
"I'm not all that big on civilized. Too much
medieval history I expect."
He grinned. "Lucky for me then."
"Lucky for us both. No way Goldie could
translate."
He leaned down and kissed her, surprisingly
gently considering their conversation. She melted against him with a sigh of
pleasure. He took the kiss deeper then, his arms going around her. He tasted
her lips with his tongue, and didn't have to ask for entry into her warm mouth,
it was already opening for him. He tasted her and breathed in her scent and
then... and then pulled back and broke the kiss, his heart beating hard.
"Sorry."
She glared at him. "I'm not," she snapped.
"Well, I'm not either," he snapped back.
"But, as they say, I'm on the job. I can't... Now.. I mean.. This isn't a good
idea what with people breaking into places where you are."
She threaded her fingers through his hair,
scraping his scalp with her nails before she bunched it in her hands and pulled
his face closer. "Nobody breaking in here now, big boy," she informed him and
kissed him with a lethal ferocity that matched the sound of pleasure rumbling in
the back of her throat.
Luc groaned. This was so not a good idea. One
of them had to keep his brain in gear, and it sure as hell wasn't Justin at the
moment. Even so, hormones are hormones and they were in rebellion at his
reluctance to just dive right in there after her. "Oh hell," he said to himself
and returned the kiss even as his brain was screaming a warning.
She purred her satisfaction and pressed
closer. "Uncivilized," she murmured against his mouth and nibbled along his
lower lip.
"Am I interrupting anything?" Goldie asked
from the doorway.
"Yes," Justine said, unabashed. "But it's
alright. He's glad you are. He's on the job."
Luc rolled his eyes. "Where's Justin?" He
couldn't quite believe Justin wasn't firmly attached to her.
"I don't know," Goldie replied. "Looking
around at something or other."
"Right here," Justin said coming in through
the door.
"Oh good," Luc announced. "Come on, we've got
two more stops to make. Did you talk Goldie into storing her canvases somewhere
safer?" Luc asked Justin as he walked by him.
He shook his head. "Not yet. But she will."
"Uh huh. Too late, apparently," Luc replied,
heading out for the vehicle, already digging out the keys. He glanced back at
Justine and his face softened for a moment.
"Too late?" Justin asked.
"A bunch of this stuff made it into the
official canon. What does that tell you?" Luc asked quietly so the women who
were walking out to the jeep ahead of them wouldn't hear.
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"So, girlfriend, what did you do to scare the
crap out of Luc? And more importantly, how was that kiss? Hmmm? Did it fit in
with my hypothesis?" Goldie was grinning as she held onto Justine's arm.
"Which hypothesis was that?" Justine laughed.
"That there's more to a kiss with these two
than one expects, silly. Really, he's hot."
"Oh yeah," Justine said and then giggled.
The four piled into the car and Luc aimed for
the college. He was keeping his eyes firmly on the road. His mind was in high
gear though, and didn't like at all what it was processing.
Justin glanced at his profile. "What?" he
asked, his voice low.
"Nothing," Luc replied.
"Liar," he said and grinned.
Luc growled at him. "It isn't funny."
"I just think it's so nice of you, making
sure I'm not lonely and all," Justin said, his grin growing. "You really are a
pal."
"What does that mean?" Luc demanded.
"A companion in suffering," he said.
"Someone to go through the trials and tribulations of a major life change with
you. Enjoy the scenery, point out the sights, compare impressions."
"Well, don't hold your breath because it
ain't gonna happen. One of us with no brains working is bad enough," Luc
retorted.
"Yeah. You're right. What was I thinking?
You being so much stronger and one of the immune and all."
Luc looked over at Justin. "You've decided?"
Justin frowned. "We both know there's
nothing to decide. There never was. All there is, is adjusting. And
enjoying."
"Funny thing, you weren't saying that earlier
today. Have you... you know?"
"Have I what?"
"Begun the bonding?" Luc asked.
Justin glanced in the back seat out of the
corner of his eye, relieved to see they weren't paying any attention. "No. Not
until this is sorted out. Just in case."
"Just in case what?" Luc asked, frowning.
"Maybe if you have that bond... well, maybe things will work better."
"Maybe. But if something happens...I don't
want to do that to her."
"I'd be worrying about protecting her," Luc
replied. "But as you will."
"It is protecting her," he hissed. "Once it
starts that's it. No going back, no one else, ever. You know that."
"Once what starts?" Justine demanded from the
back seat.
"Oh hell," Justin muttered.
"We're talking about cop stuff. Trying to
plan how best to keep Goldie safe," Luc replied easily.
"Safe? Why wouldn't I be safe," Goldie
demanded. "No one's tried to hurt me. They just seem to want my stupid
paintings."
"Don't start with that again," Justin told,
turning around to look her in the eye. "I wish I knew why the hell you keep
trying to pretend that isn't serious."
"I don't .. I mean... I'm nobody! There are
great artists out there whose stuff might get stolen. I just don't understand
why someone would steal my work, that's why," Goldie replied.
"Your work is wonderful," Luc replied. "If I
actually had a place where I could put one, I'd want to buy one."
"Really?" Goldie's jaw dropped open in
surprise.
"Really," Justin said. "And everybody, even
Picasso was nobody at some point. He laughed suddenly. "And Picasso thought so
little of his work he wasn't allowed in museums where it was displayed because
he kept trying to fix it."
"I know the feeling," Goldie muttered. "I'm
never happy with my work. Turn here, Luc. There's a back entrance."
Luc obediently turned.
"Now that the diversion is over," Justine
said calmly, "let's get back to the once something starts and what that has to
do with protecting her."
"Wiring her," Luc replied. "New fangled way.
Subcutaneous. Undetectable, but requires minor surgery to remove."
Justine glared at him from behind. "Right."
"What?" Luc asked meeting her eyes in the
mirror as he pulled to a stop outside Goldie's college studio.
"You are such a lousy liar," she said as she
shoved the door open.
Luc was out of the vehicle in a heartbeat and
looming over her as she got out of the Jeep. "Justine, look... Can we talk about
this later?"
"Why? You won't tell me the truth then
either, will you?" she asked point blank. "So why bother?"
Luc opened his mouth then shut it. He turned
and walked over to the door, looking it over for signs of illegal entry.
"Lovers quarrel?" Goldie asked Justine.
Justine swore under her breath.
Justin rubbed a hand over his hair, watching
them both. The easy solution was to just take them to bed and screw them until
they couldn't walk. "Justine, it's not that simple," he said placatingly.
"It never is with you two." She advanced on
him, like a general taking a beachhead. "You two have done nothing but tell
lies, half truths and retreat into evasions since we met you. And while I
believe you're the good guys, it sure as hell doesn't make me want to donate to
your police benevolence fund because I'm willing to bet the guys down at the
station, any station, have never heard of you two clowns. So here's the deal.
You either come clean or Goldie and I are out of here." She turned to Luc who'd
unwisely stepped into range, jabbing her finger into his chest. "And if that
happens our first stop will be the real police. So what's it gonna be buster."
"God, Luc, she's hot when she's pissed,"
Justin observed.
Justine whirled on him, her palm catching him
upside his head. "Want more?"
Luc grabbed her raised hand and arm and
whirled her into his arms, she ending up with her back to him and locked inside
his arms. It was neatly done and she had no room to maneuver. "Someone is after
Goldie's canvases. Has it occurred to you there is one sure way to get a bunch
of them, and that is to get her instead?"
She lifted her foot and ground her heel into
his foot, twisting out of his grasp as he howled. "I'm not an idiot. It's the
only reason I've put with your shenanigans this long. And don't you ever do
that to me again buster or it won't be your foot my foot connects with!"
Luc's jaw began working. "If you're not an
idiot then why are we standing out here arguing, exposed?"
She narrowed her eyes at him. "Because I
want to use my outdoor voice," she told him, demonstrating it.
"Fine. Argue with yourself. I've got a job to
do," Luc replied turning on his unhurting foot and heading toward the back
entrance to the building. "Goldie, got a key?"
Goldie, who'd been standing there, her jaw
hanging open, took a second or two to realize Luc had spoken to her. "Yeah. Of
course." She fished in her purse and came up with a keyring that must have
weighed 5 pounds. "Here."
Justine ground her teeth and yanked her
cellphone out of her purse punching in numbers with silent fury. Then she
announced to whoever answered she wanted a cab and rattled off an address that
she described as the Social Studies Building as she started walking in the
opposite direction.
Justin raised an eyebrow. "Her office?" he
asked Goldie.
"Yeah. Man, I've never seen her that mad,"
Goldie commented. Luc was fighting with the keyring trying to find the right key
and ignoring Justine.
Justin grinned. "Luc is having trouble."
Luc cursed, dropped the keys and kicked the
door open instead.
"I think he's solved one problem," Goldie
said with a giggle. "I'll have to sweet-talk the maintenance guy now."
Justin steered Goldie inside the building.
"I've got this if you want," he told Luc.
Luc stalked into the building, then whirled
on Justin. "And then I do what, exactly?"
"Paddle her ass?" Justin suggested.
Luc sighed. "I'm not built for this."
Justin looked him over. "Oh I think you're
built just right."
Luc growled and stalked off after Justine.
"Wow," Goldie said, watching him go. "I've
never seen her like that."
"I'd bet it came as a surprise to Luc, too,"
Justin said. Then he looked at Goldie, a look in his eyes that had her smiling
nervously. Was there a couch in her office? Probably not. "So, your studio?"
"This way," she said and led him down an
institutional type hallway to a messy office. There was a couch but it was
covered in books. "The studio is through here," she added, nodding toward a
door. She was staring at her desk.
"What?" Justin demanded, forgetting the
couch.
"My desk. Someone's been messing with it. I
suppose it could have been the cleaning crew, although I always tell them to
just leave my stuff alone." She walked forward, intent on examining the damage.
Justin went back to the door and started
there, looking for signs of forced entry. Then he checked the door into the
studio. She obviously never locked it. "Well?"
Goldie scratched her head. "I don't know. I
don't think anything's missing. But my studio!" she added and hurried toward the
door.
He watched as she went in and came to a
halt. Much like the room at her father's there were canvases everywhere. Only
these weren't stacked neatly. He walked up behind her and laid a soothing hand
on her back. "Baby girl?"
"I don't understand! Why would someone do
this?" She was fighting back tears as she regarded the disaster in front of
them.
He pulled her into his arms, kissing her hair
and he rubbed her back. "I'm sorry, baby."
"Justine is right. Neither of you ever
explain a damn thing. You act like you understand all this, and yet you won't
tell us. Why not?"
He buried his face in her neck for a moment,
kissing her as he grappled for a answer. "All I know is someone wants your
canvases and won't stop until he gets them. You're wrong about your work, you
know. Completely wrong."
"So, can you get like fingerprints or
something here? Like CSI?"
"You should call the police," he said. "So
they can handle those details." He and Luc would hack into the lab later and
get the information that way, but he didn't tell her that. "Also campus
police."
"You want me to do that?" she asked, clearly
surprised.
He nodded. "Yes."
She nodded and walked over to pick up the
land line.
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Luc slammed the Jeep into park outside the
Social Studies building and sat there a moment trying to calm himself down. He
had no idea why this woman could get to him so easily. Nonetheless, he got out
of the car and headed toward her office.
Justine slammed a book down and turned to the
window, looking to see if the cab had arrived. She was still so furious she was
practically vibrating and it made no sense to her. But just the thought of him
lying to her sent her temper into orbit. No one had ever done that to her
before. Usually she was the calm, cool and collected one, amused rather than
angry, detached, figuring out the undercurrents, sorting out the layers, not
seeing magenta and feeling like Mount St. Helens. She rubbed her arms and
forced herself to take deep, rhythmic breaths.
"I'll take you home," came from behind her.
Luc was leaning against the doorjam, he looking cool and collected.
She stiffened but didn't turn around. "No."
He was silent for a time then said, "We're
undercover. We can't tell you or Goldie anything. It isn't that we want to lie
to you."
"Yeah. But there's more. A lot more. And
you're not answering those questions either." She turned from the window.
"I know," he replied. "Same deal. It sucks."
"Does it ever change?"
He gave it some thought. "It might. Justin
and I are skating on the edge. We might fall off, and then it gets worse."
It wasn't just the art, she knew. It was her
and Goldie, in specific, and that had her terrified, she realized, because she
wanted this man like she'd never wanted anything else in her life. She wanted
him more than she wanted her next breath. She was vulnerable in ways she'd
never known and hadn't a prayer of managing. So she was turning the terror into
rage in order to cope with it, to cover it up. "Worse how?"
"It's not your fault, Justine," Luc replied.
"We're ... It happens. Maybe we're just tired of it all."
She lifted her chin. "Another question you
can't answer?"
"I'm really not sure what will happen. Kicked
out of the Corps is pretty much a given. What happens after that depends. And
no, I can't tell you on what, because I honestly don't know. Too many
variables."
She started to answer him when her phone
rang. She frowned when she saw the number. "It's Goldie," she said and
answered. The conversation was short. "Someone broke into the studio," she
said as she flipped the phone closed.
"I should get back there. I'll drop you off
at home first if you want."
"No, I'll come with you," she said.
Luc nodded and held the door for her. "It
isn't me you're reacting to," he commented as he led her out to the Jeep.
"Bet me," she said, knowing exactly what she
was reacting to.
"No, I mean, not me as a person. It's
hormones. Pheromones. It's chemistry."
She stopped in her tracks and turned to look
at him. "And that means what?"
He shrugged. "It seems a lousy way to pick
lovers or friends. You might not even like the person who's triggering your
reactions. I think about how some people stay together even though they hate
one another. I think chemistry is why."
"As a topic for conversation it has it's
merits, but it doesn't answer the question. And I'm getting tired of feeling
like the bloody district attorney dealing with a hostile witness."
Luc held the door for her as she got into the
Jeep and then walked around to the drivers side and climbed in himself before he
answered. "I obviously don't know what question to answer then. What is it you
think I'm avoiding?"
"What it is I'm reacting to," she said.
Luc turned and regarded her. "I'm lost."
"You said I'm reacting to chemistry, only you
said it like it's not the usual chemistry."
"Oh, yeah, I guess it did come out that way.
Well, let's just say it seems to run in my family that way. These whirlwind
romances that end up in endlessly miserable marriages." Luc was keeping his
eyes on the road.
"You know, I'm going to go out on limb here,"
she said carefully, her eyes spitting sparks again. "And I'm going to parse
that as meaning you think there's the potential here for something like that.
Or am I wrong?"
"No, not really. I'm just... trying to avoid
wrecking anyone else's life. Wrecking my own is my choice."
She forced herself to not grind her teeth.
"Do you like me?"
He turned to look at her. "Yes. But we barely
know one another."
She ignored the editorial. "Are you
attracted to me sexually?"
His jaw fell open. "Yes. But..."
"Do you have an interest in getting to know
me?" she cut in ruthlessly.
"I can't," he replied. "Undercover, too
dangerous. Not to mention against the rules."
"That's it. I've had it. Stop the jeep,"
she ordered him.
"Why?" he asked not doing it.
"Just do it," she snarled.
"I'll drive you home," he said, taking the
next available turn.
She swore under her breath and reached over
and turned the engine off. "You don't decide for me, not now, not ever," she
said, growling. "Now pull the hell over."
He pulled over but hit the lock on all the
doors. "Listen, it might not be safe. I'll take you home if that's what you
want, but I'm not just putting you out here. That's firm."
She snarled again and grabbed his shirt front
in her fist, yanking him towards her. She met his mouth hard, the kiss angry
and demanding and frustrated, an act intended to stake a claim.
He stiffened for a moment then his arms went
around her and he was kissing her just as passionately. He pulled her into his
chest where she melted, her anger and frustration dissipating as quickly as they
had arisen. The kiss was getting serious when he began to back out of it and
ease her out of it too. Once their lips parted he met her eyes and watched her,
sitting there breathing heavily. His heart too had been pounding. He couldn't
find two words to put together at that moment.
"It's damn late to worry about safe," she
said flatly when she had enough air to spare for words. "And if you ever try
that crap with me again, I'll rape you where you stand."
Luc closed his eyes and leaned his head back
against the head rest. "I hate this place."
"Why don't you try just talking to me," she
suggested.
"Mostly, I suppose, because I don't think
you'll believe the truth. And secondly, I'm worried about what would happen to
you if I do tell you. The Corps is not above removing those they think are
problems."
"Just tell me," she said.
He turned and met her eyes. "Justin and I
aren't, exactly, human. We're aliens. In the Star Trek sense."
She could hear her heart beating in the
silence that followed his words, reminding her of the ticking of a bomb. "Oh,"
was all she managed when she spoke. Often contrary, she wasn't sure if she
believed because he'd said she wouldn't or because she heard some ring of truth
in his voice.
"It's why I was so upset about Justin and
Goldie. He'll have to take her home. I'm not sure she'd want that, I'm not sure
what will happen if he does."
She cleared her throat with great delicacy.
"Uhm, if I may ask, where, ah....where is home?"
His lips twitched up into a smile. "It's
nowhere you'd know. It's climate isn't that different from here. More mountains,
more snow. Colder in the winter. Cooler in summer."
"Right, of course. We should...Goldie and
Justin are waiting, I'm sure."
He reached down and turned on the Jeep. "Are
you okay? You don't feel the need to, uhm, call me a lunatic?"
"Yeah well, I don't know what I feel at the
moment, but for reasons that escape me I'm fairly certain you're telling the
truth."
"The guys who stole Goldie's canvas? We're
pretty sure they're working for guys like us. That's why we're here," he
explained as he turned the car around and headed toward Goldie's studio. "I
don't think he's told her yet. Any of it. I'd appreciate it if you let him tell
her."
"Oh believe me, I'd be happy to leave that
little chore in his hands."
"Thanks, Justine. And thanks for not freaking
out. You can see, now, why we've uhm, been a bit secretive."
"Oh yeah, well it certainly makes perfect
sense to me," she agreed. "But uhm, why does he have to take her home?"
"Well, that's the not quite human part. It's
... chemistry," he explained as he weaved the Jeep through a bunch of cop cars,
both city and campus. They could see Goldie answering questions to several
versions of investigators on the outside steps to the building. Students had
seen the excitement and were gathered around watching it all. It was like a
circus.
"You're going to hold that thought," she
informed him as he parked. "And you're going finish explaining when this is
through."
"Yeah, why not," he agreed as he got out of
the Jeep, and flashed his ID to get past the cops posted to hold back the
gawkers. He put a hand on the small of Justine's back and escorted her to where
Goldie was patiently repeating, over and over again, what little she knew.
Luc's eyes scanned the crowd. He sensed
Justin, even if he didn't see him. Justin would be looking for their targets
too.
Justine slipped to Goldie's side, and put an
arm around her waist, giving her a hug. "You alright, girlfriend?"
Goldie nodded, and leaned into the hug.
"Yeah, I think so. Just mad as hell, you know? I'm mad at Justin too. He knows
more about what's going on than he's telling me and it's pissing me off."
Justine nodded, realizing she'd joined the
ranks of the enemy in that at least. She was going to have to have a word with
Justin and soon. "Where is he?"
"I don't know," Goldie replied. "Around here
somewhere. Said he wanted to check on something."
"Are the police finished with you?"
Goldie looked up at the cop still writing
down notes. "Yeah," the cop said. "We might need to talk to you again, though."
"Come on," Goldie said and grabbed Justine's
hand and drug her off. "I need to get out of here. Somewhere, anywhere, away
from this mob."
"Just call me 'Red' for short," Justine said.
"Huh?" Goldie asked. "Dammit, I wish I had my
car."
Justine considered her. "And why's that?"
"I feel like ... I don't know. Smothered.
Justin acts like this is dangerous or something. Yeah, I know, they broke into
the apartment, but .. I just need some time to think! To breathe! To figure out
what the hell is happening to me!"
"Well, the bus to your house will be along in
about...oh...five minutes," Justine pointed out, looking at her watch. "And it
stops at the mall first."
"What's at the mall?" Goldie asked. "And you
aren't going to tell me how stupid this is that we need to let the guys smother
us?"
"Well, there's that nice little Mexican place
with the killer sangria," Justine said. "And there's also a cab stand."
"Okay, let's make a break for it. Luc's busy
over there. I'm not sure where Justin is." Goldie led Justine through the
building and out a side door, and from there they could get to the bus stop.
Justin found Luc talking to the last of the
police and waited until he finished. "So? Anything?"
Luc shook his head. "No. Did you see anyone
who might be our guys?" Luc looked around. "Where are the women?"
"Inside?" Justin asked.
Luc didn't reply. He walked, as fast as his
long-legged stride let him, into the building and looked around. He checked
everywhere, including the women's restroom, startling two women in there.
Neither of them were Goldie or Justine.
He turned to look at Justin who had been
following him on his rounds. "Any ideas?"
Justin shook his head. "Back to Justine's
office? I didn't see any cabs pull up."
"Oh, man," Luc muttered, running a hand
through his hair and then over his face. "I, uhm, told Justine. She was... you
know, suspicious, so I told her some of it. You don't think.... I mean she
seemed to take it fine."
Justin swore, in English and then in his
native tongue and then in English again. "If she doesn't end up killing you..."
he said. "We check her office. If they aren't there we check Goldie's place
and then hers. And if we don't find either of them..." He broke off again
watching a bus pull out from a curb. "Follow the bus, Luc," he said, moving for
the Jeep.
"Why would they... Shit," Luc muttered, as
they ran for the Jeep. Luc had to weave the Jeep out from between cop cars and
gawkers and Justin was cursing constantly. Finally Luc got them free and shot
off after the bus. "Well, the route has to be marked. Watch for the signs, and
stop cursing, it ain't helping."
"It's that or kill someone," Justin said.
"When I get my hands on her I'm going to paddle her ass, I swear. How many
times does she need to be told it isn't safe?"
"I can't believe Justine ... I explained to
her that Goldie was in danger. There's the bus. We'll just track it." Luc
pulled into traffic a few cars back and pulled over to the side of the road to
park when it stopped to discharge or take on passengers.
"I hate this place," Justin said. "Things
like this only happen here."
"Yeah, well, you might be living here," Luc
muttered. "Better come to love it."
"Don't frigging remind me," Justin said.
"It's pulling into the mall." He said it like he was announcing then imminent
loosening of male destroying viruses.
"The mall..." Luc groaned. "Well, at least
they'll be in public. Not much chance for anyone to mess with them. Lemme find a
parking spot."
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Both men squared their shoulders and and sucked it up, walking into the mall
like it was something they did all the time. Justin stopped to inventory
the mall directory. "Full spa services or a restaurant? Which do you
think?"
"How the hell do I know. Let's hope for a restaurant. Maybe they want a
drink. Is there a bar?"
Looks like there's three or four at least. A steak place, an Italian joint,
Tex Mex and bistro, or so it says." Justin pointed. "That direction, we'll
hit them all. And uhm, ya know, I think maybe if we find em in one of them,
maybe we should just leave them alone, keep an eye on things, but give them
some room. You know what I mean?" He said the last like he was explaining
the handling of unknown but suspected to be deadly lifeforms.
"Yeah, sure. You're the expert," Luc agreed, more than happy to let Justin
work out the intricacies of these odd mentalities.
They had to hit two places before they found them. Goldie and Justine were
sitting in a corner table, with weird looking fruity things in large glasses
in front of them. And a guy was leaning over Goldie obviously flirting with
her, and she was laughing.
Luc put a big paw on Justin's arm. "We're gonna give them room, right?"
Justin snarled, his muscles bunching in tension. "I"m gonna paddle her ass
until she can't sit for a week."
---
Goldie, meanwhile was laughing. The man
with her and Justine was a friend, another prof at the college.
Finally the guy left and Justine and
Goldie were alone. "So how you doing girlfriend?" Justine asked her.
"I feel like... I don't know. Like I
haven't had a moment to think, you know? Justin is like, overwhelming. And
I sure can't think when he's around. And ... and I'm worried about Daddy, of
course, and.. well, I don't know, but the guys aren't telling us
something." Goldie frowned and sipped her drink. "How are you?"
"I'm ok," Justine said and took refuge
behind the fruit in her drink.
"Liar," Goldie replied, frowning at her.
"Luc didn't hurt you did he?"
Justine thought about it. "No, he didn't
hurt me," she said at last. "He's...oh I don't know, he's just the most
unexpected thing I've ever encountered."
Justin, hidden behind fake palms in the
mall court, unashamedly eavesdropping using his nano implants grinned.
"Unexpected, huh? Wonder what that means?"
"Hush," Luc said, listening in too.
"Unexpected? Why? He's cute and all,
but he hardly seems your type," Goldie replied. "I mean, not at all like
any of the guys I've seen you date."
"I know," Justine said. She dipped a
chip in the salsa and held it suspended in mid air for a moment. "He's
definitely not the academic type. They're like the mild salsa." She
wrinkled her nose. "After a while, you wonder why you bother."
Goldie giggled. "Yeah, he is definitely
hot salsa."
Luc poked Justin in the side with his
elbow.
"And Justin's not?" Justine asked
giggling.
"Gods, we sound like a couple of
teenagers," Goldie muttered. "I still want to paint them. I can just imagine
them...." Goldie's eyes went all dreamy.
Justine nodded. "You should you know.
Even though you're interested in Justin."
Goldie's eyes refocused and she made a
face. "I've always had trouble with men who pose for me. Not a good idea. I
could paint Luc though," she suggested brightly.
"Good luck with that. But what about you
and Justin?"
"What about us," Goldie asked, frowning.
"I like him and all, but .. okay, he sets off every nerve in my being. I
need to stay away from him."
Justin stiffened. Like hell she did.
Like hell she would.
"Why?" Justine asked.
Yeah, Justin echoed to himself. Why?
Not that it mattered. She was his. And she's about to find that out at
this rate.
"He's the old fashioned sort. Bossy,
jealous, demanding. Can't you just see that kind of guy letting me paint
other naked men?" Goldie demanded. "He'd have a hissy fit."
Damn right, Justin agreed. Not unless he
was there, keeping an eye on who it was she'd convinced to strut his stuff.
"Paint him," Justine said. "Like all
those guys in Paris, painting their mistresses. Strike a blow for women's
lib."
"And then we become lovers, have a fight
and he's putting his fist through my stuff. No thanks," Goldie replied as
she sucked up her drink. "Been there, done that."
"I doubt that," Justine said. "I think
he'd surprise you. As dominant as he is he hasn't got a thing to prove, to
you or himself."
"He scares the crap out of me, Justine.
Nope. Staying away."
I scare her? Justin was floored. And
furious with himself.
"Scares you? You have him wrapped around
your little finger, girlfriend."
"Yeah, sort of like a snake-charmer,
right? I take my eyes off of him and boom, I"m done for," Goldie explained.
"I'd be like my mother. Lost and helpless, unable to say goodbye." Goldie
shook her head. "How about Luc? You gonna, you know? With him?"
"You know?" Luc mouthed. "What the hell
is that?"
Justin shook his head.
"Every chance I get, girlfriend," Justine
said, laughing. "Every chance I get."
"Uh oh, doesn't sound good," Justin
mouthed back.
Luc groaned.
Goldie laughed. "Well, I wish you luck
with him. He's every bit as alpha dog as Justin is. He's just sneakier about
it."
Justine leaned across the table and
whispered, "Yeah I know. And it makes my thighs sweat."
Goldie frowned. "It does? You like the
caveman type? I'd never have guessed." Goldie had leaned forward and was
resting her chin on her fist. "What haven't you been telling me,
girlfriend."
"That's just the thing, he's not the
caveman type."
"I'm not?" Luc muttered.
"He's not?" Goldie asked. "What is he
then?"
"He's himself. Sure he's all alpha
male. But that doesn't make him Neanderthal or wanting to tramp all over
me. Besides, I got over all that liberated female crap ages ago. All I
care about now is what works in my life, for me and the people I'm involved
with," Justine said, waving for the server. "I need a another drink. You
want one?"
"Yeah. Yeah, I do." Goldie was frowning.
"I don't know if I can trust a guy enough to.. They all lie, don't they." It
wasn't really a question.
Justine whipped her attention back to
Goldie. "No, actually, they don't. They aren't all like your father
either."
Goldie sipped her second drink. "Yeah, so
I'm told. But so far I've chosen guys just like my father. I can't trust my
own taste. It's some sort of unconscious weirdness quotient, I think. I want
a guy totally unlike my father, but somehow or other I end up attracting
guys just like him."
"Well, sugar plum, trust me on this one.
Justin is nothing like your father."
Damn straight, Justin nodded.
Goldie looked up at her friend. "I'll try
to remember that," she finally said. "So, I'm starving. And don't look now
but I think I see the guys hiding behind those palm trees."
"Let them hide," Justine said, lifting
the menu. "Serves them right if they followed us here."
"See, why do they do that?" Goldie
asked, frowning. "Can't they trust us?"
"No," Luc and Justin said in unison.
"No, they don't. At least not to defend
ourselves. Or stay out of trouble." Justine set the menu down. "I'm
having the fajitas and another sangria. With extra cheese, sour cream and
guac."
The waiter came over and Goldie added an
order of quesadillas to that, and another drink for herself. "We could," she
said, waving at the guys, "let them join us."
"No," Justine said. "I thought you
wanted to get away from them."
"I thought I did too," Goldie muttered.
"But Justin looks pretty pathetic there."
Justine refused to look. "How about
Luc?"
"Stoic. He looks stoic. And confused."
"Of course he does," Justine said. "He's
a man and women will always confuse him."
"Why, we're easy to understand. Guys,"
she added, dismissively.
"Are not," Luc muttered.
"Men just never get it," Justine said.
"I think it's a genetic flaw. But god it can make for great chemistry. I
just never get the same stomach flipping turn on from women, you know?"
Goldie nodded. "Don't I just. And I'm
gonna cave in a minute here and wave him over."
Justine sighed. "Oh alright. Go ahead.
But I need another drink."
The guys were hurrying over the moment
Goldie waved for them to join them. "One word," Goldie warned, "about what
you think we should have done and you're outta here." She frowned at
Justin, daring him to lecture her.
Justine met Luc's baffled look blandly.
"She's talking to you two bad boys, not me."
"Well," Luc said, taking a seat and
motioning to the waiter, "You might have told us so we wouldn't worry."
"Yeah," Justin said.
"You were busy," Goldie replied calmly.
"Doing your cop thing. We respect that."
"Oh yeah, right," Justin said. "Our cop
thing. As far as you're concerned it's just us being overbearing assholes
who like making you miserable."
Goldie's jaw dropped and her eyes
narrowed. "That wasn't what I meant at all. You can leave now."
Justin didn't budge. "Am I wrong,
Goldie? Isn't that what you think all this is about? Me being some asshole
jerk making too much out of just a little thing. I mean after all who'd
want your canvases anyway? So there's no reason to worry about some one
wanting to hurt you? Kidnap you? Kill you? And who'd care if they did
anyway? Isn't that what you really think? Who'd really care? Certainly no
one in your life before this ever has so why would I be any different?"
"Stop it," Justine hissed. "That's not
fair!"
"Truth is rarely fair, Justine. And in
this case considering I'll kill before I'll let anyone harm her, even if
she's doing it to herself, I'm ok with a little unfairness if it means we
stop playing games."
Goldie turned bright red under the
accusations. "I don't want to play games with you, Justin."
Luc grabbed Justine's hand and pulled her
to her feet. "Let's take a walk."
Justine looked for a minute like she was
going to refuse. Then she looked at Goldie again and nodded, picking up her
purse. "Screaming will work," she told Goldie as she left.
Justin ignored her, his whole attention
on the woman sitting across from him. Waiting, intent, like a predator, his
eyes on his prey.
Goldie watched Justine walk away with Luc
then, when they were out of her sight she turned her eyes to Justin. "Why
don't you try telling me what is going on, instead of keeping secrets?"
"Because I've yet to see any reason to
think you'd believe me if I did. If I told you I was so in love with you
that I can barely breathe because of it, or that just the thought of someone
making you so much as frown is like being flayed alive would you believe
me? And if you aren't going to believe that, why try with the rest?"
"You know, most guys will do anything to
avoid the L word. They run for the hills the moment the woman hints she
actually cares about them. Yet here you are not just using the word but
daring me to believe you when you say it." She was studying him as she said
this, watching his every muscle twitch, any movement he made, as if trying
to read his mind through his body. "I believe you just told me the truth.
Which, I have to say, scares the crap out of me."
"So what else is new?" he asked.
"What else is new is that as scared as I
am, I'm .. deliriously happy."
"But scared."
"I'm sorry, but yeah. There are things
you aren't telling me, and secrets scare me. Secrets were common in my
family. Dad kept them, Mom kept them, and they were like daggers hanging
over me my whole life. So yeah, I'm scared of what you aren't telling me."
He took a moment, sitting back in the
chair before he answered. "I'm a member of the Corps, the Temporal Zones
Police Corps, from about two thousand years in the future. I'm here because
someone from then is targeting your work, stealing it here so they can sell
it then when it's worth more than you can imagine. And for that kind of
money people will kill without a blink."
Goldie blinked. Several times. "Okay, I
can see why you were keeping that a secret. Luc said you guys were breaking
the rules. What did he mean?"
Justin shrugged. "The rules are we come
here, do our job and leave. There's no way in hell I'm leaving you. Like I
told you. I'm keeping you."
"I don't understand what you mean by
that, Justin. If you have to go back I can't go. If you stay here, then
aren't they going to come after you? Would Luc have to track you down? Or
someone like him? I'm not worth dying for, Justin."
He sighed. "I know you don't
understand. But the bottom line is I'm not giving you up. Whatever else
happens you can count on two things. I'll die before I let anyone hurt you
and I'll kill before I let you get away." He forced himself to stop there.
He figured she'd have a number of problems with him telling her she was his,
period, full stop, no discussion. And that as soon as he could manage it he
was going to make it a physical, indisputable, immutable fact that even the
Corps would be hard pressed to deny.
"I wish I did understand," she said,
holding out her hand for him to take.
"I'm not sure I do," he muttered, playing
with her fingers. "You'd probably run screaming from the room and me if you
did."
"If you want me to trust you, then you'll
have to learn to trust me. Try me."
"This isn't the time or place," he said.
"I'm not being evasive, it just isn't."
"Of course it isn't," she replied flatly.
"Good excuse."
He met her eyes, his voice almost
amused. "If you're an exhibitionist, then the day will come when I'll be
perfectly happy to have sex in public but it won't be the first time or even
the second time we do."
"Men," Goldie muttered. "Sex, sex, sex.
It's all you think about. What does that have to do with explaining
something to me? I'd like words here, for a change."
"No it actually isn't all we think
about. We also think about things like protecting and taking care of," he
said. "The thing you need to know is that this isn't a game. It's not a
fling, not an affair, not a relationship until we piss each other off or one
of us decides there's something better around the corner. I don't do
relationships. I either fuck a woman and she knows that's what's going on
before I lay a finger on her or I mate for life. A biochemical, atavistic,
harking back to the predators I evolved from claiming. A marking that goes
cell deep, that never goes away and means neither of us will ever be able to
touch another sexually. And I already told you which category you're in."
He said it while holding her pinned with
just his eyes, watching the color drain from her face as she processed each
word. "A mating, one where there isn't a single doubt in your mind, your
body or your soul that you belong to me. A mating where I'll go out of my
way every chance I get to make sure you never forget it either, nor will you
want to."
"And you would belong to me? Just the
same way?"
"I already do," he said, his jaw
clenching, ever part of him screaming at him to just haul her out of there
and throw her down on the nearest bed and have done with it. Only he
couldn't, he wouldn't do that to her. She had to choose or in the end
regardless of chemistry, it wouldn't ever be what it could be between them,
what he was determined to have from her. "Regardless of what you decide,
it's a done deal for me."
She bit her lip. "Justin, I don't think I
have those kind of genes. I mean, Mom's been married four times, and Daddy
two. It'd be more except he was in jail for so much of the time. I mean,
how do you know it could even, like, take?"
"I know," he said. "I know because how
you taste, what your scent does to me, what hearing your voice or touching
your skin lets loose inside of me. I know. Every response I have to you,
every second I'm around you tells me. And be very clear here, baby girl,
this isn't a marriage. It goes way beyond it. It's a mating."
"That can't be good for you, I mean,
you're here on a job and you marry, or whatever, the girl you're
protecting? What would your boss say? What would your family say?"
"It will likely cost me my job. But none
of that matters," he said.
"Geez, Justin. Pressure much? I like
what happens when you touch me. I've never felt that way about anyone. But
it's an awfully big commitment. Without even knowing what happens next,
especially. You no job. Well, I could get you a job as security on campus, I
think," she added faintly.
He laughed. He couldn't help it. She
was adorable. "Baby, all those things aren't your problem. Your only
problem is deciding what you want to do."
"Of course it's my problem. If you're
miserable because of me, you don't think that would rather wreck our .. our
being together?"
"This isn't a rational thing, You're
trying to put this in the same box as the relationships you know. You're
trying to fit me into a frame of ideas and stereotypes made up of all the
men you've ever known, most especially your father. It won't work, baby
girl. Time to think outside the box. Time to ask yourself one and only one
question. What do you want? Deep down, where you live, there's a tiny
voice already whispering the answer. Listen to it. Then ask yourself what
it's worth to you. Because if the answer to that question is everything,
then..." He shrugged and spread his hands. "We really don't have any
problems."
She watched him for a time, then looked
down at his hand. "You know how crazy this sounds, right? And yet... It
doesn't feel crazy. Although I'm not sure that's a good thing."
"I did mention, I think, that you
wouldn't understand."
She nodded. "Yeah. You did. When do I
have to decide?"
"I don't know." He grinned at her,
wickedly, lasciviously, with primal intent. "Though the other thing you
should know is that until you do, you need to be very careful. There's a
huge part of me that doesn't want to give you the time you need, that is
ready to go all caveman, I think you call it, on your ass and just take.
Civilized man is holding on by a thread, angel. Don't tempt the
Neanderthal."
"What a surprise," she said, smiling.
"You don't hide him very well." She paused then added, "And there's
something you should know too. You're offering me... Everything I ever
wanted. Stability. Someone I could count on. Trust. Know you'd be in my
life, know, well, not be afraid I'd wake up and find your clothes gone and
you gone forever without ever saying a word. And that, Justin, scares me
because I wouldn't want to decide just because I want security. I want to
decide because I know, deep down in that part you talked of, that I want
you, and you alone. Can you see that?"
"Yes."
She nodded, looking away. "Sorry about
Justine. She's always tried to defend me. She doesn't mean anything."
"Justine's got her own problems now," he
said, laughing again. "And do us both a favor and keep this little chat to
yourself. If Luc wants her to know he'll tell her himself."
Goldie frowned. "What does that mean?"
"Just what it says."
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Meanwhile, Luc was towing Justine toward
the Italian restaurant down the main corridor from where they'd been.
"Go ahead, yell," he muttered as he
finally let her go outside the place, and turned and looked at her.
She blinked rapidly. "Yell?"
"Well, I all but drug you out of there by
your hair. You aren't mad?" He was looking confused again.
"No. They need to talk. And he's
ready."
Luc rolled his eyes. "You want a drink?"
She grinned. "Yeah, I do. But I
probably shouldn't. Tipsy women are amusing. Drunk ones aren't."
"How about something to eat then, too. I
seem to have removed you from the food you ordered. Sorry about that, but
Justin.. well, it was better we got out of there sooner rather than later."
"'Fraid I might hear something I
shouldn't?" Justine teased letting him guide her into the restaurant.
He waited until after they were seated
before answering. "No, I'm not afraid you'll hear anything. I was afraid
Justin might do something he'd regret. He's currently hanging on by a
thread. Doesn't need anyone helping to snap it."
"Meaning what?" she asked, munching on a
breadstick. "And how did leaving help?"
"You were pissing him off, for one thing,
acting like you had to protect Goldie from him. He takes that kind of thing
personally," he explained, then ordered drinks for them. He pondered the
menu.
She blushed. "Well...she needs
protecting, usually anyway., It's gotten to be a habit."
"You and she have been friends a long
time? You really care about her?"
Justine nodded. "Yep. And she trusts
me. She doesn't really trust anyone else. Justin's going to have to deal
with that."
"Is Goldie the only person you trust?"
Luc asked.
She set the breadstick down carefully
before she lifted her eyes to his. This man was well on his way to owning
her soul. He was every secret fantasy she'd ever had, even the ones she'd
never wanted to admit to. Every second in his presence for the last twenty
four hours she'd struggled to ignore the arousal triggered in her, the
clenching deep in her stomach, the constant dampness in her panties. She
hadn't lied when she'd said he made her thighs sweat. She just hadn't
specified an area. "No."
"Can you trust me enough to believe that
Goldie is perfectly safe with Justin?" Well, it was mostly true, Luc
reasoned. If he could hold onto his need for her long enough to let her
decide.
"Are you asking me if I'm able to or are
you asking me to do that?"
Luc nodded acknowledgment of her comment.
"Both, I guess," he replied sipping his drink. "He'd die to protect her."
"I know that. But that might not be what
she needs right now."
He regarded her a moment then asked,
"What does she need right now, do you think?"
"A couple of things. To know she doesn't
scare him, that her needs don't, I mean. That's probably the big one. And
to know she can be herself with him. The messages on that one might have
been a bit mixed."
He sat back in his chair. "Yeah, I can
see where it might have seemed that way. If she agrees to a relationship
with him, he'll mellow out." Well, in time. In a long time. "Thanks, by the
way, for being so understanding. Especially given I pissed you off earlier.
I appreciate you giving me a second chance."
"Yes, well. It's inevitable I suppose."
"Why is that?" he asked, confused again.
She toyed with the breadstick. "It's all
pretty much...well, what I mean is that...oh hell! I"ve pretty much lost
the plot as far as you're concerned."
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to... Bloody
hormones. They're a problem. You should maybe just stay well away from me. I
should, I don't know, use Aqua Velva or something."
"Excuse me?"
"Block them with something," he
explained. "I can't exactly control it. Certain people trigger it."
She gaped at him, outrage blooming
again. "I have never in my life ever met anyone who could make me lose my
temper until you," she spat out. "And you're so clueless you don't even
know you're doing it, do you? Or why?"
"Yeah, I'm afraid you're right. I don't
know what I said that made you mad. I'm trying to explain it isn't me, the
sexual response thing. Isn't it only fair for me to do that? I don't want to
take advantage of you."
She shook her head. "I'm sitting here in
panties that are close to sopping wet I want you so badly and you're telling
me it's a chemical thing, that can be managed with cheap aftershave."
Luc groaned. "Believe me, I'd like
nothing more... But it would really be a bad idea. A really really bad
idea." He stopped then added, "Not because of you. But it's me. I'm not
good at .. at this."
"Why would it be a bad idea?"
He swallowed his drink in one gulp. "I
told you I'm not exactly human. It has to do with that."
She rested her chin on her palm and gave
him an encouraging look that invited him to continue.
His eyes changed then, from normal human
eyes to yellow predators eyes. "See?"
"Yellow's my favorite color," she
informed him.
He groaned. "And you just want to hop
into bed."
"Not necessarily. But if that's where
you prefer to start I'm good with that. But I like a little variety, too
you know. The spice of life they say."
"Variety? I don't do variety, if that
means what I think it means. What do you mean?"
She started enumerating on her fingers.
"Back seat of cars, kitchen tables, against the shower wall, out on the
patio, in the pool, in front of the fire, in my office...both over the desk
and on the couch...Now that's just places. Do you want me to go on with the
positions? Or the things?"
"Uhm, no, you've made your, er, position
clear. Look, Justine, it isn't that I don't want to, it's that... someone
needs to keep a clear head and it isn't Justin. He's well and truly beyond
that at the moment. And you don't want Goldie coming to harm. So I'd love to
do all those things to you. But maybe after we catch the bad guys?"
She chose another breadstick and nibbled
the end of it delicately, her eyes on his. Then she licked it, a quick,
light slide of her tongue, along the length of it, tasting the salt, before
she put it in her mouth, sucking on it for a second like a Popsicle.
"Sure," she said when she took it out of her mouth again to resume nibbling,
"if that's what you want."
He cleared his throat and looked away.
"Yeah, it's the smart thing. Oh, good, here comes the food." He waited
until the waiter left. "So, uhm, you're good with that? Waiting, I mean."
"Do I have a choice?"
He blinked and his eyes went back to
human. "Uhm, yeah, I guess."
"Let's just play it by ear, shall we?"
she suggested.
"Okay," Luc agreed, deciding he was
sleeping in the Jeep until they got off the bloody planet. Alone. It was
the only way he'd be able to keep his hands off of her, since it was clear
she wasn't going to help him there.
"So explain this thing between Justin and
Goldie."
"Uhm, he wants her. Full stop. Won't give
up until he gets her. Think Neanderthal. It works."
"Being Neanderthal?"
"Well, he wants her for a mate. It really
doesn't matter what she wants. Well, it sort of does. I mean she can tell
him to leave, but if she does he's totally screwed, so he's willing to push
a bit to get her. Not that I blame him. Being alone your whole life sucks.
At this point she's his whole life."
"Why does not getting her mean that?"
"Those same hormones. Once triggered
we're, uhm, screwed. Which is why, well, we'd best not push it."
"Could you be more cryptic, please?"
"Our species mates for life," he replied
meeting her eyes.
"And?"
"And? And what? And... and... I'm
worried about Justin because we can't game out what happens next."
"No honey. I meant I want to know the
rest of the story on this mating for life business. Since you trying to
protect me from it is why you're hoping to avoid any kind of intimacy with
me until you can head for home, untouched and unscathed."
He sighed and sat back. "Guilty. Look,
Justine. Mating is forever. No choice, no second chance. It means giving up
a lot of freedom and becoming a part of something that limits you. You, your
species I mean, aren't built for it, and I'm not sure how well it will work
for Goldie. I think its just better not messing around with it. Bad enough
she's been sucked in. I just don't want to take the chance."
"I see." She pushed her plate back.
"What freedom and how is it limiting?"
"The freedom to choose your own life, go
where you want. Goldie, if she mates with Justin, will have to deal with our
society and the consequences he and I will face when we go home. And they
won't be pleasant, no matter what. We'll be drummed out of the Corps at the
very least. I might be tossed out of my family. I don't think Justin will
have to worry about that at least. His family isn't quite so... old line as
mine."
"None of that makes sense," she said.
"Well I get the last bit, but the rest is just....just gibberish. How does
it stop a person being able to choose their own life or restrict where they
go?"
"It's social rules and limitations. That
you understand. If anyone is outcast by definition their options are
limited. I didn't mean the actual mating did that, just the consequences of
this sort of thing, where the Corps is involved. Justin has no choice. I
do. I just want to make sure you're not put in a position you didn't choose.
Yeah, I know, I sound like I'm jumping to conclusions, but trust me, I know
when I'm hanging at the edge."
"An idiot hanging by the edge. A
charming idiot, but still..." She shook her head. "Why is it that Justin
has no choice and you do?"
"He's made a conscious decision that
Goldie is his mate," Luc explained. "I'm not an idiot, I'm just not very
verbal, especially when I'm talking about things I'm not supposed to talk
about when I'm in the field."
"No, that's not it. But never mind
that." She studied him for a moment in silence. "I need to get a cab and
you need to take Justin and Goldie home."
"Good idea," Luc agreed, thinking he
might find his brain again if Justine wasn't around. He waved for the bill.
Justine just sighed. It was a good thing
she had a couple of bottles of wine at home and no classes to teach
tomorrow.
Luc paid the bill and aimed Justine back
toward the Mexican restaurant where they'd left Justin and Goldie as best he
could without touching her. "They're still there. You sure you don't want
to go home with Goldie?"
"No. You need the space. To bolster
your denial."
Luc opened his mouth then shut it.
"Thanks," he replied gruffly as they slowed, finding Justin and Goldie
standing outside the restaurant waiting for them.
"You okay?" Goldie asked Justine,
frowning as she looked her best friend over critically, then turning an
accusatory glare on Luc.
Justine moved between them. "I've got
some shopping I need to do, so I'm going to take a cab home. I'll call you
in the morning." Her expression said what the words didn't, begging Goldie
to leave it alone.
Goldie hugged her friend. "Can I kill
him?" she whispered into Justine's ear.
"No," she whispered back.
Goldie stood there watching Justine until
she was out of sight. So did Luc.
"What did you do to her," Goldie hissed.
"Nothing!" Luc protested. "Come on, let's
get you home and out of the public eye."
"Luc?" Justin said.
"What?" Luc replied grouchily.
Justin grinned. "You could go after her,
offer to carry her bags for her."
"She doesn't want me to," Luc replied.
"Why not?"
"How do I know? She just doesn't, all
right? Don't worry, I'll sleep in the Jeep," Luc added.
"She does too want you to go after her,"
Goldie put in. "Idiot."
Justin patted Luc on the back. "Welcome
to the club, pal."
"Dammit," Luc muttered. He ran his hand
through his hair, then fished the keys to the Jeep out of his pocket. "Yell
if you need me," he said and took off after Justine.
Justin tossed the keys in the air and then
caught them. "Got it."
"He doesn't seem so eager to mate,"
Goldie said, pointing out the obvious.
"He's not, angel. And I suspect the way
Justine has him figured how, she's scaring him to death. He's pretty
conservative."
"What, like he's prejudiced against Earth
girls?" Goldie asked, letting Justin aim her at the Jeep.
"No, just...well traditional. And mating
a woman from the past isn't done."
"Aren't you worried about changing the
future or something? Meeting your grandfather, whatever? Maybe he's right."
Goldie was chewing on her lip again.
"Doesn't work like that. The fact that
we're here means that we're a part of this temporal stream. Don't ask me to
explain it, I can't."
"Oh. I really wanted to talk to Justine
about... you know. Now I can't."
"Don't tell her, Goldie. It's Luc's
decision. Not mine, not yours."
Goldie laughed, as she wrapped an arm
around Justin's. "Honey, she already knows every secret in his head. She's
good at that. I've never been able to keep secrets from her."
"Let's just give Luc the benefit of the
doubt, ok?"
She pouted for a moment but said, "Sure."
He stopped and tilted her chin so she was
looking him the eye. "Promise me, angel."
"If it's that important to you, yes."
"It is."
"Okay then, I promise."
He kissed her, quick and hard. "Thank
you. And you could call me honey again," he suggested, replacing her hand
on his arm. "I liked it a lot."
"It doesn't fit that well, though. Does
it?"
"What does?"
"Calling you honey. You're all sharp
angles," she explained.
"So what are you going to call me
instead?"
"Trouble," she said with a laugh.
"Not to you, baby girl."
"For some reason I believe that," she
replied, meeting his eyes.
"Good," he said, kissing her again.
"You're learning."
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